I've had attacks all my life. As long as I could remember. It sort of became a part of my life I guess. These nightly attacks affected my everyday life. Sometimes I was too scared to go to sleep. I never told anyone. When an attack happened, I awoke suddenly, knowing the attack was going to occur, with something putting pressure on my whole body. It always made my head turn to the left. I would scream out my sister's name and she would never wake, because it was just air coming out. I would try to fight it but couldn't.
A couple years ago, it got physical at my friends. I could see a circle floating and it was bright red and then turned black. And it flew at me, and hit my chest. The attacks take so much energy, I fall asleep right after. When I awoke a few minutes later, I ran to the mirror. And a big red circle appeared where it had hit.
These past years I fight it off. The attacks happens when it wants to. My family says it's stress and to forget about it. They always say that. I believe it may be something more. I feel someone with me all the time. I'm scared of seeing too much. I have so much life ahead of me, and having to think about this, it's really affected my life. I break down after it happens, because it really frightens me.
There was even a 1 or 2 foot spirit that visited me once. It walked slowly towards me as I was napping. I could hear the feet sliding on the carpet. The covers were blocking my view to see what it was. But I kept breaking free from the pressure, and its grip. In my head, I told it that I wasn't scared and that I would fight it. It walked out.
And to this day, I still don't know what to think of that attack. Feels like they get worse as I grow. I need answers. Can anyone help me?
I used to feel preassure on my body as though something was there I was always strong though I would push the spirit away with my hands and I could actually feel the head with my hands, and I would see a black light float across the room but a white light would always appear after it to take out the black light...
Please do not listen to henry and seek psychics! They can actually open the door to these spirits and even more spirits who can actually destroy your life... I've been to psychics in the past and I regret it with everything it made everything worse...
One thing that did help was giving my life to Jesus, everytime I pray or call out the name of Jesus I can feel the spirits getting scared and they run away, I can actually feel their terror from just saying his name, and I don't need to waste money of psyhics or mediums because Jesus is free he payed the price to set us free:D
It may not be spiritual though it can be brain damage, anxiety, depression, sleep paralysis, all those things can effect the brain causing one to see things... But if its not scientific and I'm sure youre certain it is not then seek Jesus.
When the spirits try hurt you again call upon the name of the lord Jesus and even mention the blood of Jesus and you will see what it does to the spirits:)
People might decide to have a go at me for mentioning Jesus but I'm not religious at all and I don't intend to be, but the fact that God has protected me and I have seen these spirits tremble before Gods name is proof enough for me that he is real...