I have just signed up for this website because I keep encountering a confusing unexplained feeling and seeing unusual things.
It started first when I was 16 years old. I was dating my ex-girlfriend and I told her I wanted rosary beads. She gave me a pair of red rosary beads that were blessed in her name. So I was walking home and there was a detour so I took a path in a wooded area at midnight. It was pitch black I had no Way of seeing. I realized the hair on the back of my neck was standing up and I felt very frightened and had really strong Goosebumps.
For a while at night I would hear three loud steps coming from my stairs that lead to my room. This went on for months as soon as everyone in my household fell asleep. I know this was not my mind playing tricks on me. I gave my ex her beads back and once I did the three steps stopped. Also while this happened I kept hearing someone scream my name almost as if they were in danger.
I'm honestly horrified because this all stopped for a year and now its back with more feeling and now a sighting of an unusual energy.
I'm currently 20 years old and I can't sleep. I have tried medications and had physical tests done and the results are there's nothing wrong with my physical and mental state. I'm very scared and concerned now because now the hair on the back of my neck stands up and I get Goosebumps constantly numerous amounts of time every day.
I experience fearful feelings when I get these Goosebumps and stiff hair on my neck. I pray that this is not something dark and evil. I have had no energy the past two months and I can't eat, also I'm very depressed. Someday I can barely move or function right. Sometimes I'll wake up and be alert but can't move or talk.
The other day I saw a dark angel like figure in the sky. This is not fiction I really saw this figure about 2 or 3 in the morning and it was right after I prayed for protection. The figure was not far in the sky it looked close. I could tell it was tall and big. It moved so fast in the sky into the clouds at night towards the left side of the sky. I'm confused if this would be evil or good? Right after this happened I felt happy but than a few hours later I felt really sad and tired. I get the stiff scared and paranoid feeling it sometimes shifts into a happy or peaceful feeling. Sorry this is a long story but this is confusing me in a negative way.
The experiences are all back now and they\'re very severe. I still hear thumps at night and sometimes see a white or a black misty smoke like figure flow fast right in front of me. I need someone's advice of what this could be. Is this most likely a good energy of something or bad?