Since I was a kid, I've had weird visions and encounters. My parents always listened, but I was never scared so they were never overly concerned. Though my mother always believed me, I think she chalked it up to my creative nature. As I got older, I noticed more and more, specifically at night. Regardless of what house or apartment I'm in, I've noticed a presence between 2:00am-3:00am on a recurring basis - multiple times at exactly 2:15am. Often its just seeing or feeling someone in the room. A couple times, I've woken up because I felt someone rip my blankets off me or had this feeling of someone watching me. But all in all though, it's been alarming, sometimes annoying, yet it's always felt playful and I've never felt any real fear.
Until last night.
I've been living in my apartment for almost 3 years, alone. You hear a lot in an old building and I always think I see things...
But last night I fell asleep around 1:00am. I was sleeping on my stomach and felt something pushing my head into my pillow - trying to smother me. My first thought was this was really happening and I went into defense mode. Though I had amazing resistance - like I couldn't control my body - I moved my arm between face and pillow, reached back to what was pushing me and yelled "STOP!".
There was of course nothing there, but as I yelled, "they" let go of my head and tried to push me off my bed. I felt like I reached the edge and jumped up, turned on my lights and looked around. It was exactly 2:11am. At that exact moment I yelled "leave me alone!" and my iPod went on. As I secured my room, I noticed my bedroom door was closed, but not shut as I had left it the night before. I walked through my apartment and came back to my room and tried to go back to sleep. A little uneasy to say the least.
Do you think this will be a one time event? will it escalate? Or should I take some sort of action against this spirit?
Because...the same thing is happening to me for years... I ignore it, when I feel the presence of IT, I turn on the lights and the music... And it goes away. And when it comes, there's this unpleasant feeling and it's totally quiet and very dark in the room and you just want to sleep so badly but you can't. Also, I can barely move, I struggle with it and somehow manage to turn on the lights... I heard those may be the witches. No one believes me though...
Last night I had a terrible experience, the worst one so far. It was hurting me, I never felt such pain. It often pulls me down the bed, last night it tried to pull me off the bed... And it doesn't matter how I sleep, it always comes (luckily not every night). I used to play with it, just to see where it goes, turns out... Not such a good idea, it gets kind of mad and I get totally freaked out. Please let me know how you're doing now... I really want to know what that is. 😕