A little while after my daughter was born, in June of 2006, I believe she started to get a "visitor" about once a week. I would be asleep in my bedroom, she in her crib in her room which is at the other end of the hall. I would be sound asleep and all of a sudden her baby monitor would get static. Not the regular static which it often gets, loud and annoying, but rather a softer, almost pulsing sound. Then I would hear her start to moan, or move around, annoyed like something was bothering her. I would get a horrible feeling of pressure around me as if it were holding me down to my bed so as to visit her undisturbed.
This went on for months, always between 4:00 am and 5:00 am. I always felt it could be either my Grandmother or Grandfather, both of whom passed away right before she died. My Grandfather had accidentally run over my Grandmother and she died that night. Then, obviously he could not live with the grief and I believe he killed himself by not eating. He died 6 months later in December 2005. My daughter was born six months after that.
Eventually as she grew and could speak, I would hear her say "Hello" and some of her toys would go off on their own. Still the noise on the monitor. It reached a fever pitch when one night I was awakened by what I thought was my alarm going off (It is set for the radio) so I thought I heard the radio. Then as I truly awoke, I realized it was not the radio but seemed to be static in my head. Again I felt like something was pinning me to my bed. I could not move. All of a sudden I felt a poke in my side. I turned my head, expecting it to be my cat, but nothing was there. I couldn't move. I was paralyzed with fear. Eventually I was able to turn on the TV and the light and stayed awake the rest of the night.
I should say two other things. My husband is a cop and he works over nights some nights, and this always seemed to happen when he was not home. So he thinks I am crazy. Also, I happened to be researching and writing an exhibit for our local Historical Society about the restoration of our old gravestones. I had been exploring several graveyards up and down New England for the past 2 years.
I told my mother all about these visitors, since the beginning. She came to visit me in March. The first night she slept over in the guest room which is next to my daughter's room. She told me in the morning that she was "shoved" in the back 3 times in the early morning. (My grandparents were her parents).
So, I have a few questions... Who is coming? I believe it or they are not harmful, just visiting us because they are checking up on us, more importantly my daughter. Could it be my Grandparents or someone from the graveyard?
I had a miscarriage in January and then began having fainting spells, panic attacks, and an unexplained pressure in my head and ears, and nightmares in the middle of the night. Could this be related to a spiritual visit? I have been to so many doctors and they all say nothing is wrong with me. My friend said she read that these symptoms could be the result of spirits. Has anyone else had these symptoms or ever hear of this? The visits continue. I have never worked up the nerve to go in her room while I felt someone was there.
I know they are not there to do harm, so I just let them visit, but if they are causing me these symptoms, perhaps I should confront it. Any suggestions as how to do this? Thank you for listening