For the record I am 27 years old and a practicing Wiccan since age 13. I have a strong belief in the spirit realm and have had both scary and pleasant experiences with them. I am not judgmental of others beliefs and believe that everyone has a right to follow their own religious path.
Back in December 2009 shortly after Christmas I lost my familiar. He was a black cat. He was my best friend. He used to sleep on my lap and we used to talk to each other. On December 28 he got hit by a car in front of my place early in the morning. I was hysterical screaming and crying. I think I woke up the whole neighborhood.
I finally calmed down but I still cried off and on all day. Later that night I was laying down getting ready to sleep and I started crying again. I felt an arm wrap around me and a warm feeling. I felt a lot better. Let me add that my children were already in bed and I was alone in my room. It was not a sexual thing either it was more of a comforting loving energy.
It was a really nice experience and I feel that the "being" helped me with my grief over my cat.
So I need to ask just out of curiosity. Do you think that this was just a kind spirit, spirit guide, guardian angel or all of the above? I'm open to all comments and opinions. Thank you for reading my story.
I also lost another cat... The envied orange tabby of familiars. 😉 He was the best! And I cried like you did when we had to move and he still had not returned home (like 2months later). I like to think he is keeping a lonely old lady company. 😊
Regarding your question... It could be your familiar... Or maybe someone who has passed that loves you. The later is what I think happened... Having had a similar experience. Though being Wiccaan, you might have a spiritual familiar who comforted you. It is so hard to tell when you get into the true depths of spirituality.
Most often, when I have had a very special cat pass, I always feel that all too familiar thud on my bed, a few little footsteps, a snuggle, then comfort. I have had many cats pass, and the same thing happens every time.
Good luck to you and blessed be! ❤