I'm Sara, and I usually don't talk about my experiences out in public. I usually keep everything on the down-low to avoid being ridiculed. I've always had strange things happen to me even as a kid. Probably ever since my grandfather died when I was about 10 years old.
Now, I don't want you to go on thinking "Oh! It's just your grandfather!" It's not cut and dry like that. It's more terrifying.
Now, onto the actual STORY. (I'm not going to share my life story here all at once). Well, we'll start when I was about 14/15 years old. I believe I've had an Incubus "attack." Now, I was into the "GOTHIC" stage so that might have stirred things up, but it's been a bit calm for awhile.
I've had sex with my boyfriend that I have now and before then I was a virgin (never raped, either.) The Incubus was in the form of the guy I had a HUGE crush on in high school. Only he was gray and had red eyes and had a big evil smile/grin. It was strange; I was fast asleep, I didn't experience any footsteps or anything like that (like most people do during an incubus attack). I remember waking up and BAM there "he" was. Smiling at me. What was weird is that, I wasn't paralyzed (at first). He was at the end of my bed, almost on his stomach in "pouncing mode." I freaked out and THEN I couldn't move. I remember him NOT moving but he grabbed the blankets I was laying on and jerked them his way so I was underneath him. And he wouldn't stop smiling and staring at me. He wasn't smokey like MOST incubus' are. But he didn't have any color to him (he was all grays and blacks.) Except those eyes. Well, I think we had sex, but after he tugged the blankets and I went flying underneath "him", and him laying upon me, my memory blacks out.
Well, I lost my virginity to the boyfriend I'm dating now and what I found strange is that, my hymen was already broken. He's a BIG health freak, knows the human body and took noticed that I didn't have a hymen. I told him I never had sex before him. He said women can break their hymens riding bikes, horses, etc. And it hurts and you bleed everywhere. I never experienced that. And I don't have a hymen. So I thought, maybe the incubus broke it? (sounds SO crazy, I know).
Now that, THAT'S out of the way, onto the story of what happened here in the past week/last night.
Here recently there have been strange noises (rustling sounds, movement, etc) but I don't ever see anything. I have in the past but like I said, it's been calm for awhile (I'd like you to also know, there's nothing wrong with our HOUSE. I believe I've also been followed solely because I've experienced strange things in other homes I've lived in).
Here in the past week or so our dog has been FREAKING out about something. Our cat is fine though. She's just fat and sleeps. He picks up something and flees to our bedroom. For a little while it's been around 3am. When ghosts/spirits/demons roam the earth, etc. Where A LOT of things can happen. So, half of me thinks he's protecting my sister and I (we share a room, have bunk beds, she has top bunk bed, I have bottom) and runs to our room and sleeps there until about 6am. The other half of me thinks he gets super spooked by something and flees away to our room where more people are so he feels secure. He's also a BIG dog (half lab/half boxer) and I would imagine he would growl, bark, etc. Nope. He just flees. And now, he's been fleeing to our room during the day when everyone is out in the living room (he usually sleeps in the living room).
How it started last night (around 1am, he's been coming into our room earlier each night) was the strange noises and the dog rushing into our room as usual. Only, I felt like I was being drugged. Whenever I was in my bed I felt EXTREMELY heavy. I wasn't in pain. I just felt like I, well, was being drugged. I could barely move, but I resisted. I would get up, shake it off and lay down elsewhere. And I didn't have that "drugged" feeling. When I went back into my bed to go to sleep (I thought It was just me, so I would go back) I felt drugged/heavy again. I had a strong sense of fear overcome me every time I got into my bed at night (in general). Before this night I've never felt drugged before.
So, I went into my parents bedroom to go to sleep (I'm a big chicken, and a light sleeper) and I felt fine. Got a little bit of sleep. Around 3:30am I let my mom have her side of the bed back and tried to get some sleep back into my bed. Well, guess what? I felt "drugged" again. So, instead I decided to stay up. I was getting annoyed with this and when I resisted harder (and around 4am) I felt HIGHLY ill. It was strange. I felt drugged and then I felt highly sick.
So, I had my laptop open for some light (I CANNOT stand the dark. I never could) and tried to get some sleep. Eventually around 5am I was passed out. I found it strange. I almost think maybe the same incubus is coming back? Whenever I lay on my side/stomach/back (I never lay on my back anymore, now) I always hear strange noises. (voices, rustling, etc.) It's kind of difficult for me to sleep. Sometimes it's not so bad. Other nights I stay up until about 5 or so in the morning just to get past the night.
Sorry so long, I tried to include as much detail as I possibly could to see if anyone knows what to do or has experienced the same thing.