I am 32 years old. I have been having trouble sleeping at night and I don't know what to do.
When I am lying in my bed awake I get a strange tingling sensation all over me. I look at the foot of my bed, and there is a black shadow, shaped as a man. He walks around to my head as I am lying there, feeling paralyzed. I can't move nor scream. In the mornings I wake up feeling like I had sex for hours and my arms feel bruised, as if I was held down. There have been times I have felt the warmth of his hands going up my legs and arms. I feel violated. I have been single for 8 months. I don't want this to keep happening to me. It is strange because even when I go somewhere else to stay the night, even when I have moved, it still happens to me. He follows me.
I have experienced so much these past few months, so I decided one day that I was going to try to get a voice on the recorder. The other night I recorded while I was sleeping, and like I have been doing the past two weeks a guy's voice. He had said, as late as it is and a few other things that I couldn't make out. I can hear him moaning and groaning as if he is having sex with me. I can hear the footsteps and him coming into my room. I can hear him and feel it as he gets onto my bed.
Please help me, any suggestions and comments will mean a lot to me.
I feel the need to add my two cents here...
I'm relatively new to this site and I have come to know that Rook is a very well respected poster and I have found his advice and opinions very useful. His posts/answers are laid out very intelligently and respectfully to all possible belief systems across the board.
He has a wealth of knowledge and you would do well to take a leaf out of rooks book.
Granny - well said. Agree 100%
Jitow - I believe in the Lord our God but I do not believe in "Bible bashing" people into following Christianity.
As Rook said in an earlier post you need to have FAITH and you cannot force faith on ANYONE.
God gave us ALL free will - so let it be.