It's back. The incubus (thing) is back. I didn't believe it myself at first, but now I'm a 100% positive.
Or rather, it comes and goes as it pleases.
A few months back I was asleep on our couch (that's where I sleep now) and woke up already paralyzed. My eyes were closed but I could see through them. It's like an Out of Body Experience without actually leaving the body, or better, it's like you can see with your third eye (people who experienced such a thing will surely understand what I mean).
This "waking up" happens like 2 or 3 times a month to me so I didn't panic. Usually when it happens I take a "look" around our room and then go back to sleep. I NEVER have any kind of hallucinations during such events (I mentioned this because I already know some people will say it was a hallucination, I can assure you - it wasn't).
Anyway, when I "woke up" I could see that I was lying on my back (I always fall asleep on my stomach).Also, the lights and the TV were on (I developed the habit of leaving them on after the first events with this entity stopped).
After a few moments I could feel that something was there in the room with me, I could actually feel it's presence on my left side. So I decided to focus on my left side and saw what looked like a see through mass standing (well, more like floating) right next to me. Nothing scary (sorry to disappoint you).
Even though it was see through I could tell that it was moving. I couldn't make out any shapes, I didn't smell anything, didn't hear anything so I didn't think much of it.
Until it touched my left breast in an "oh so familiar" way. That's when I freaked out and fought back. Eventually it left and I was able to move again. I opened my eyes and looked around but it was gone.
For a second I thought "Did this actually happen, or was it a nightmare?",but,when I looked at the TV I saw the same show that I saw while paralyzed (it wouldn't mean anything if I knew the show, but I didn't, it starts somewhere after 1 am and I'm usually asleep until then) and when I woke up I really was lying on my back and in the exact position I saw myself while paralyzed (my arms were exactly where I saw them, my head was at the exact same angle and so on).
After that incident nothing happened for more than a month.
Then one night it happened again, when I "woke up" I saw the same mass standing right in front of me. It's like it wanted me to see it. I remember thinking "Don't even think about it! Go away!", and amazingly enough it went away. Seconds later I actually woke up, but yet again saw nothing in the room.
Las time it came was a few days ago. This time I wasn't even asleep yet, meaning I was lying on my stomach and after a while I felt its presence. Just like I always do right before it makes "its move" on me. Only this time I got up and went to sleep half an hour later, nothing happened that time.
There's a new thing I noticed. When I got up (the third encounter) it was really hard to stay awake. After 1-2 minutes I was fine, but when I just got up I felt like I was slightly tranquilized by "it" and the effect needed a few minutes to wear off.
No I wasn't sleepy yet, I was just lying in bed waiting to get tired enough to fall asleep. So I know that he made me sleepy and a little weak.
I really felt like a guy slipped a rape drug into my drink so I can't fight back as hard (or at all) while he does his thing. I think this is proof that this particular entity isn't all that good... Or at all good. Although I'm pretty lucky that it isn't aggressive or violent. At least for now.
I really really really want to get rid of it for good, please help me!