I posted a story a while ago about my family house and the experiences I had there. Well this is another experience in the house that I would like to share with you and get your opinions on.
Let me tell you a bit about myself. I'm an only child. I have always been able to sense things or sometimes I just know things about people. I'm a definite empath and sometimes find it so hard to switch off to others emotions. I consider myself partially psychic and recon I do have the potential to further my psychic ability but honestly think I am too afraid to. My dreams are how my psychic abilities come through. I have dreams about things before they happen but very cryptic and I only realize what my dreams meant after whatever I dreamt has happened. I dream about people I don't know. It's odd.
I know this is not a dream site but I am telling you this as my dreams have relevance to my experience. I have dreamt about a dark entity all the time since I stayed in the house mentioned above and in my previous story. In these dreams this entity is mostly in this house and its always dark cloudy weather or night time. I can't see the entity but I feel its evil and hatred and its always pushing me and pulling me, keeping me from reaching people or my family. It's much stronger than me and it torments me.
Getting to my experience now, one night I was fast asleep when I woke up with a fright. I'm not sure why I woke up but didn't pay much attention. I got up went to the kitchen for a drink of water as I was terribly thirsty and then got back into bed. I felt a little uneasy as if being watched but didn't see anything. I lay back down on my bed and tried to fall asleep, I'm not sure if I had fallen asleep but what happened next was no dream at all.
I literally floated up to the ceiling, my body felt light and my arms hung beside me as if I was lame, I wasn't afraid at first. I then saw this bright orange/reddish light all around me and could "feel" the warmth on my hands. I was then flooded with immense guilt and sorrow, as if I had to feel sorry about something that I had done and I had to apologize for it so to say. I hadn't done anything (that I know of) and I swear I saw a woman who I confused (or maybe didn't) with mother Mary. I believe in God but don't attend Church as often as I should I guess but none the less, this is the feeling I got.
The bright orange/reddish light subsided and I floated softly back down to my bed. I felt huge relief touching my bed sheets. It felt like I had been crucified so to say for my sins. I was terrified after that and didn't sleep a wink. I'm not sure what I experienced...
This happened after a series of events where my face was scratched, hi-fi turning switching on its own, feeling watched, doors opening, things moved. It felt to me as if the bad entity which was bothering me was chased away by something good nothing bothered me after this floating above my bed event. Could it be? Was there something bad attached to me and something good chased it away? The strange thing is though; I still have the reoccurring dreams about this dark entity bothering me in this house. I keep dreaming about this house and this happened when I was 15-17, I'm now 26. So 11 years of this same dream. Not sure what it means.
Appreciate any advice or opinions.
Many Thanks for reading!