What Do They Want?

I have debated on telling my stories for a while now, making it public scares me. Everybody says I'm crazy, maybe that's more of the reason I don't want to share it. Maybe I've thought about it so much that it has driven me crazy? I have had many experiences with seeing things, being "attacked" by them, I've even had the experiences where I have actually had feelings about things and happen. I guess predictions? I don't know, call me crazy but it's true, mostly about deaths, wrecking, and something that disappeared coming back.

Well this all started when I was younger almost in middle school, my grandma had woken me up to tell me my uncle had a heart attack. Before she told me I already described what had happened to him. I told her I already knew I dreamed it, of course she didn't believe me. She assumed I overheard her, but my room was in the back of the house, she answered the call in the living room (on the other side of the house.) I then had an incident where my cat went missing, she was gone for a week, I had a feeling she would walk out of the garage. So, before she appeared I told my family then I walked towards the garage and she ran out. As if that wasn't suspicious enough, I was with my boyfriend on my way home from the lake. He wasn't buckled up, I asked him to buckle up because We was going to be in a wreck no sooner then he buckled up a car came toward us head on, he swerved. Regardless we would still be hit on my side. Thankfully, he had enough control to prevent that.

I don't know if "predictions" have anything to do with seeing the afterlife or whatever. But I believe in my heart it does.

I've had many experiences with the afterlife I guess that's what you can call it. My first was when I was in my room laying down, I have trouble sleeping. I had my eyes shut attempting to sleep. I noticed at my door the flashing night light, I kept having a feeling somebody was in my house. Before I knew it I could barely see the light. It was as if something was standing in my door way, in a blink of an eye I could see it fully.

I just remained laying there, still feeling someone, but in my room now. A black "figure" stood over my body smothering and choking me. I tried screaming and breaking free but I couldn't talk, breathe, or move! All I could do is cry. Thankfully that night my brother was having chest pains because he woke up to tell my grandma and when he did his light shined through my room. I was able to move, whatever was holding me down released me, and I searched my room to find nothing.

Also, I was home alone with my cousin; we were sitting in the living room. On the other side of the living room wall was my bedroom. As we were sitting there watching television something hit the wall shaking the mirror above us. We ran to my room to find nothing...

There was a time when I went out back to feed my cats, and my cat began to hiss and every hair on her body stood up. When I looked up a human figure stood at the end of my back yard watching me. I ran in screaming and crying, when I told my grandma she went to check nobody was there...

The most recent thing that happened was the other day; I was in my room about to get in the tanning bed. I went to the window to check my phone for a text when I caught a white "blur" in the corner of my eyes running to my closet. I checked to reassure myself it wasn't my baby sister hiding I found nothing.

I don't know what it is, or if it's anything at all. But I believe in my heart it's something and it scares me... Help please!