I've been having strange, almost violent, erotic dreams every night that don't feel natural to me. Before I didn't ever get these dreams or maybe once every couple of months. Lately, it's been every morning and I wake up feeling violated.
This morning I had another, but this time it was different. It was like I was viewing with someone on a computer or projection screen. Then, I heard talking next to me. I don't remember what was said though. I remember becoming aware of what I was seeing and starting walking away from it in my dream, trying to consciously change the images.
I was half awake and almost coming out of my dream state when I heard a faint whisper say my name. It was a male whisper. Then, it got louder. I remember thinking, I'm almost awake and aware of a spirit saying my name. So, I said, "yes?". Immediately, there was a force above me, heavy on my chest. There was a rock or force in my throat. All I could do was wiggle my head and it stopped.
This really scared me, but now I'm confirmed that I feel somewhat aware of something there every morning after my fiance leaves for work.
I live in an old apartment with my 9 month old son an I've been curious about the energy here because he wakes up sometimes screaming like he was attacked. I worry for him more then myself because he's just a baby.
How do I protect myself and my son from this?