I would like to start off by saying that I do not use drugs, smoke or drink. I am a young wife & mother with no mental health issues.
My experiences started a quite a number of years ago, before I was married. It started off quite innocently, small things such as whispers or shadows out of the corner of my eye. I began to lose items that would disappear then reappear where I had originally left them. One example of this was my license, I always place it in my handbag in one of the zipper conpartments. One day I opened up my bag to find it missing. I hadn't been anywhere so it must be somewhere in my room I thought.
I tore apart my whole bedroom looking for it. At the time I lived with my mother and asked her about it but she said she hadn't seen it. I searched the house for weeks and weeks, finally giving up and decided to report it as lost and get a new one. A day later I opened up the same bag I had originally put it in and there it was. Exactly where I left it. I literally turned the bag inside out looking for it previously so there is no way I could have missed it, especially since it was staring at me so obviously. Please note I do not have any siblings and was living with my older mother alone, no one had access into our house to pull a prank on me like this.
Not long after that I began to wake up during the night (anywhere from 1am to 4am) to what sounded like dishes/plates being thrown next to me and shattering. Upon inspecting my bedroom and kitchen (since it wasn't far from my room) to see if anything had fallen nothing would be out of place let alone shattered or broken.
After a few weeks the "crashing" sounds stopped and I began to hear voices. I woke up from a deep sleep at around 4am one morning to the sound of my mothers voice. "Come out here", or "come here" is what I heard. Every night I would close and lock my bedroom door before going to sleep, but obviously I could still see the crack under the door that light would shine through if any lights were on outside my bedroom. Anyway, I heard my mothers voice and looked toward the closed door where the voice was coming from. I immediately noticed that there was no lights on outside my room. I don't know how to describe what I was feeling at this point but it was dreadful. It was a bad feeling. Now the voice was my mothers, but something was completely off about it. It seemed to lack the tone or emotion that my mother would speak with. I decided not to answer or go outside my bedroom to investigate. I had the creeps by this point. The next morning I asked my mother why she was at my bedroom door the following night, she said she had not been downstairs all night let alone at my door.
A few weeks later the same kind of scenario happend, woke up from a deep sleep to a voice, this time it was a womans voice in a strange accent calling my name, except the was not pronouncing it properly.
After all this had happened I was feeling very negative and it was beginning to take its toll on me. I started having horrible nightmares about dogs and snakes with red eyes chasing me (cheesy I know). I would also dream of a awful looking woman/demon.
On another occassion I felt the sensation of something touching my leg, followed by a feeling of a mild electric shock.
One night I was snobbing in bed, upset about everything that was happening plus a few other things that were going on. I began to have thoughts of harming myself and heard something whisper "just do it." Now I really felt like something was attacking me mentally, almost as if it wanted to see something bad happen to me. After this experience I went to a psychologist and psychiatrist and told him about the episodes of the voices, I had brain scans performed on me and the results were completely normal. He didn't have an explanation for me and said there was nothing wrong with me.
It took me over a year to have the courage to sleep with the lights off again, these experiences really took a toll on me.
I will post more experiences another time.
Wow, you've certainly been through the wringer in your past. I hope that's all it is now - safely in the past. Do you find that when you grow spiritually stronger, you are less likely to be 'disturbed' by unwanted attentions? Stay strong and be well. 😊