This is my first post ever. I have many experiences that I would like to share and would surely appreciate any response. I have always been a very skeptic person that never believed in anything until every possibility was checked closely. I never knew that my habit of getting to the bottom of every situation might lead me into something really serious and now I think something is always there around me, watching me constantly.
It all started 5-6 years back in winters. I used to live in a small town of Gujarat in India, a town named Anand which is also known as a milk city. I've always been a center of attention in my class and in my friends. I was a jolly person and loved to laugh. I was good at studies and used to take part in competitions like singing, drawing, sports etc. But all of a sudden things started to change after a night out. I couldn't feel the same positive energy in me anymore. A person who always loved to crack jokes and laugh suddenly started getting mad at mere a few funny comments. I started staying away from my friends and everyone that was closer to me once and spending time alone. I kept feeling frustrated for being watched all the time and negative & sad vibes around me.
That night, it was my friend's birthday and he decided to throw a big ball and invited all of the friends. We had a great time, after drinks, dinner and some fun games it was around 1.00 in night and we decided to head back home. While we were on the way back home, something sparked a discussion in us about paranormal activities and existence of ghosts and spirits. We were talking about it and arguing on some points and suddenly the car was stopped. We all stepped out of the car to see what was wrong with the vehicle but couldn't find a reason. My friend who was driving the car started to locate the problem while others continued arguing on the existence of spirits, they were sharing the experiences and I said, everything being said so far was fake and not possible and I would believe in this only if some ghost really turns up and prove to me that was already dead and I started laughing out loud! For a while that silent road was filled with the sound of me laughing...
But soon I realized that all of my other friends were staring at me like I had said something I should really have not even thought of saying and a silence again overcame the voice of my laughter. One of my friends yelled at me because what I had spoken and I asked him to calm down assuring him that nothing's going to happen, right at that moment all of us got little scared with a sudden noise. We turned to see what that noise was and we all smiled as it was the car. My friend managed to start a car, and everyone was ready to get in the car to go home.
I turned to the car and opened the door. While I was getting into the car I suddenly felt someone's hand on my shoulder and a whisper that read "You are not going back alone". I immediately turned around and looked back as it never sounded any of my friends and I saw no one. This freaked me out as that thing felt so real. For few seconds I stood there straight looking around if I could see something then got into the car. All the way I kept on thinking if what happened was real. We finally reached, my friends dropped me home said Good Night, and the car sped away and disappeared.
I walked to my house, searched for the house keys and pushed the key inside the lock and I started getting the same feeling I had while I was entering the car a half an hour back. I turned to see if someone was there but could see nothing. The clouds kind of obscured the moon and I felt everything around me was filled with a sense of anger and malice, again I heard the same voice that said "Not alone... Not alone...". I started having a mix feeling of confusion and fear. I didn't know what to do or what was happening. I was trying to understand if it was me just imagining the things or was it happening really. I quickly opened the door and rushed in hoping I would be safe in my house. And things started happening from that night. And the haunting begins and continued until today...
This is how it all started. I will share more of my experiences in my next posts.
Hi, I read your mail and also call the comments on it. But there has been no posts for 3 months I hope things are fine.
What seemed simple at first has taken a complex shape. At first you had annoyed a entity. It was not a ghost it was a entity. As we have human world there is world of entities the simplest example of that world is you have kept something in your cupboard and later you try as hard as possible you can't find it and later all of sudden you see it laying there. This the work of these entities. You challenged the ghost to come and show it self and this entity decided to have fun ride with you. No excorism or puja will help. You will have to cut the cord with this entity as it has attached itself to you. This is extremely painful process needing a lot persistence from you not to let the entity come back as he his enjoying on your misery. They are very clever and hide when they want and come back when they want. I had a friend who had this entity she was okay with and could create mischief and get her annoyed. Invariably when she came to office printer would stop working or net connection could go off etc and then she would yell at it "Gabs (her name for it) please stop it") Gabs was not dangerous this entity that you are facing is.
Now somewhere on the way you have also picked up this women. What you see as the dream of this woman is her last scene before going to other world. During past life regression session people are made to go through mind's garden and at end their is a door which they have to pass to get after life. She has not been able to cross this barrier and she seeks help as she is pain. She wants to be released and she is asking you for help.
Sir this is a lot more for skeptic. But you have to help her. What I would suggest to you is go past -life regression person (but a very qualified one) they have both solutions that will help or see a healer who has knowledge about these things.
Meantime be strong don't sway with moods and don't pay attention to this entity even when it tries to frighten. With lady be patient.
Remember fear and anger are the weapons that these guys have so stop them feeding that. We have inside us something far more powerful than this entities and it can help us.
I am still working on the shepherd and animal part not sure what it means. Thought I have a vague idea.
Take Care and Be strong