That Sensation Never Leaves

I used to live in a old trailer back in 2007. I would be fascinated by scary movies. I shared a bunk bed with my younger brother Carlos who was 5 at the time. He recently turned 13.

I used to sit alone in bed and open up a book and pretend it was a laptop. My first encounter with a paranormal feeling was one evening. I remember like it was yesterday. I was sitting alone like usual and I got this sensation of somebody watching me. At first, I thought it was my mum who would stand on the doorway and just stare at me. I didn't want to turn around because I usually blush when I knew she was entertained by me. I sat there smiling and I decided to turn around just to find myself alone in my room. At first I thought she ran, so I decided to go check. She was outside with my baby brother. I kept on getting that sensation for quite a while but I never seemed to fear it.

Months later we moved 30 minutes into a new house. I completely forgot about what I felt until my first night in my new room. I felt so scared for some reason. My room was a dark maroon since the previous owner's son was into rock bands or whatnot. My room had a huge closet and a huge long window. My bed was in the middle of my room that was right in front of my window. I tried to hide under the blanket feeling some sort of comfort and safeness. I felt like if I would look out, I would find myself staring at somebody. I tried so hard to fall asleep and somewhere along my cry of fear I dozed off. That was back in 2009.

That sensation of being watched stayed and I grew comfortable with it. Nothing seemed wrong until a couple of weeks ago. I moved my bed around, painted my room red and gray, my closet was still huge but with a door. I had just gotten home from work around 1 am and I was so knackered. I made myself a sandwich and found myself laying in my bed watching TV with my puppy Fifs. She was asleep and I was stroking her hair when I felt her growl, which amused me since there was nothing there. She kept on growling at my window as if somebody was outside. My blinds where closed but I was scared of looking out and I ignored it.

Around 3 am I woke up startled. I felt as if somebody was shaking me to wake up, but I was alone and I saw a man standing by the corner. It's so hard to describe it. I got goosebumps and I tried to scream but nothing would come out but just air... I was hysterical and I tried to run but I was paralyzed. It had no eyes or anything, just a huge mass of blackness! I felt that same sensation of being stared at. After what seemed like minutes, but was just pure seconds, I was let go. I ran to my brother's room and kicked it so hard that he woke up upset. I told him what had happened and he told me to calm down and gave me some sleeping juice and I dozed off.

I'm confused... This hasn't been the first time something odd/paranormal happened but I guess it caught me by surprise? I honestly don't know. I do know I'm not the only one out here that's going through this.

If you guys have any comments, please share. Thank you for reading.