What's Happening? Help

I agree with clarencetuvera x a thousand! Wise words, indeed. I still would love to hear more, but I definitely agree that you should learn more about any spiritual abilities you may have. Spiritual health is just as important as physical health.

hi livyB123

Look,maybe a spirit or a demon must have latched onto you. But even it can be god who is comming after you.

I agree with the others on this, that it could be your own emotions playing into a lot of this.

However you are the one that can ultimately decide if it is you or not. There is someone on here, a regular poster by the name of rookdygin. He has a cleansing on his profile page, but he also has a personal shield that you can do for yourself, if doing the cleansing is not a option for you. You may want to try doing the shield and see if it helps with some of the stuff you are experiencing.

Hello LivyB123.

First things first. We're all born with preternatural gifts. That's how God created us. God is a Spirit, and we are spiritual creatures like Him.

The fact that we are born with our physical bodies tend to confuse us a bit about the spirit world because flesh and blood, and things that are solid are more real to us compared to things, or beings that we don't see. Our preternatural gets suppressed as we grow older because we are trained to think rationally and critically.

There are some, however, who are able to easily connect with the Spirit realm, and to spiritual beings. They're called psychics, simply because their preternatural gifts are more developed than ours.

I believe you are at an age when your preternatural gifts has not yet been suppressed by either rational and/or critical thinking. That's why you can sense them around you.

Spiritual beings are always around us - some are attached to our families, some are attached to the place where we are at the moment: could be our home, our school or office.

You can protect yourself by developing your spirituality. Among Christians, like myself, our spiritual development helps us to understand our relationship with spiritual beings and discern whether they are of God or not. We are also taught how to engage in Spiritual Warfare.

There are other paths, though. SpiritWaiting already suggested in his/her reply that you go to the local library and search out a couple of books on psychic protection. I would add though that you start by seeking the guidance of a spiritual director.

Are you a Catholic? Go to your priest for guidance. Are you a Christian (Protestant)? Go to your Pastor. Are you a Muslim? Go seek the help of your Imam. Are you Pagan or Wiccan? Then ask around for a High Priestess or High Priest of a local coven and see what they have to say.

It is important that you have someone older and more experienced person guiding you through this.

Peace and God bless.

LivyB123, It sounds as though you may somewhat sensitive to your surroundings. Losing a mother, moving, no one believing you. All of that combined can create emotional issues. It may be that a deceased family member or members are watching over you and your family, since you haven't mentioned any harm being done. Yes I agree with Valikcry the sensation of being watched and seeing them can be terrifying. Go to the local library and find a couple of books on psychic protection, and the like. Meditation will also teach you to protect yourself. Good luck LivyB.

Dear Livy,
First, let me assure you it's totally normal to feel afraid of things we don't understand. From what I gathered from your account, this entity has done nothing but watched and followed you around? Nothing harmful then? I admit, that feeling can be rather creepy. I do wonder the same as Triskaideka, "When you "move in with" your family somewhere? Do you spend time *not* living with them? If so, where, and for how long? " If it seems to be only where ever your family lives, then odds are it is connected with them and not you. There could be unresolved emotional issues at work.
Try keeping a journal of this 'feeling' of yours. Note the time (if possible), what you were doing, feeling, the weather, etc. Be brutally honest in the notations. You might be able to see if there is a pattern then. Some examples might be: feeling neglected, depressed over your Mom, fight with dad or other authoritive figure, loneliness, what you were doing or thinking about.
I guess there is no 'sensitive' way to ask this next question, but did this start after your Mom's passing? Try and examine your feelings about this figure you see: does the fear come from it or from yourself from not understanding what/who it is/wants?

I think you are too lonely so your brain is making up negative imaginations just as to keep you alert. Try contacting with God and whisper your problem to him.

I'm a little bit confused. When you "move in with" your family somewhere? Do you spend time *not* living with them? If so, where, and for how long?

If this only happens around your family, I, too, wonder if something is following them, whether it is indeed a bad spirit or angels or just your own negative feelings about them. (Perhaps your family has hurt you in some way?) I personally need a little bit more background before I can provide any real input. These could be real ghosts or they could be emotional manifestations, simply due to the stress of being around your family. I'm sorry that you no longer have your mother around to back you up.

I also wonder if maybe, what you think are angels really are just guardian angels watching over your family. Christians tend to believe that each person has their own guardian angel. Maybe you have the ability to see these creatures.

No matter what, if you sense evil, yes, I encourage you to tell it to leave. You hold power over your own domain. Your body and home are your own. Unlike corporeal human beings, spirits have little power over us when we establish our own power.

If for some odd reason it does not go, please keep us updated. I'd like to know that you are ok. Take care!