It's a bit hard for me to admit being in trouble by something that I have no idea how to deal with haha. But I've been seeing multiple black silhouettes, some big some small, in an abandoned house down my street that I've played in alone a lot when I was small. I've recently just moved back from years of being in New York City in which I was literally a lone wolf and I was of no interest to anyone.
Back to the topic, I've noticed them when I was smaller except they weren't all black. I had a lot of imaginary friends as a kid and I'm wondering if these things are what I was talking to. I remember them having faces and wanting me to go to the cemetery multiple times. I named them because they wouldn't tell me their names. There was a tall thin one, I named him Grim. Another big one but thick, I named him Shrek and a really small one, I named him Sprite. I think there were others but I simply can't remember. I couldn't understand what they said or anything but I knew what they wanted of me, is that weird? They had personalities and were my friends. My mom always brushed it off when I told her saying, "Oh, that's nice, Corazon."
Now that I've came back I wanted to confirm if it was real or just my imagination. They feel angry now, not like how I remember. I feel fear when around them. They aren't as I remember and recently are showing themselves around me sometimes in my home or when I'm alone.
I've woken up to children laughing, including tonight. I haven't slept for four days. I really have no rest and it's made my grades drop because of the lack of sleep. I'm currently 18 and a senior in high school. I am alone a lot to top it off. My siblings have moved out and my mom works as a nurse with a night shift.
Please give insight and advice if you guys can help.