Ever Since I Was Little, I Have Been Different

Please do not accuse me that this is "fake" or "made up", for I guarantee that everything is 100% truth.

When I was little, around 4 or so, I guess I have been different; but, for years I was afraid to tell people about it. Honestly, it's not hard to put into words. Ever since age 4 (maybe 5), I have seen ghosts.

My very first ghost was some terrifying "thing"; I am now 23, and remembering what this creature looked like still terrifies me, to an extent. Here is how it all happened:

It was nighttime, maybe around 9 PM. My brother and I shared a room at the time, but I was alone in it at the time this happened. I think he might have been getting a bath; I don't know for sure. My mom called me, maybe because it was time for me to get my bath, so I turned around and was about to leave the room. Remember, I was 4-5 years old; I did not go to her. Instead, I turned around and drawn back towards the window in the bedroom. It was strange, honestly. I never understood it at that time; like, why would you get "drawn" to a window? But, either way, I went over to the window.

Now, we had blinds on every window so in order to look out the window, I pulled the string, lifting the blind. I regret that choice. Through the glass I saw a figure; I call it a "he" by the way because it looked a guy, in a way. He was thin (think Jack Skellington thin), pasty-white skin, black clothing, black eyes (almost like alien-shaped), and was very, very tall (probably 9-10 feet). This thing never spoke, all it did was stare down at me. It was almost as if "he" was shocked I was seeing it.

After a few seconds of us staring at each other, this creature reached out its hand. I can't explain how, but it felt that that glass separating us would have done nothing at keeping his fingers from me. I don't remember what happened but my mom said that I screamed and ran to her. Afterwards, she said I refused to look out a window at night and I always slept in her bed after that night. Honestly, I did not remember this encounter with that creature until years later.

After this, I have seen so many things. About the same age (5 years old), I saw a little girl (blonde hair, white/lacy dress) at around 4 AM who said for me to play with her, and we did. When finished, she said, "I have to go." and walked through the wall. She did not disappear... She walked through the wall. I just got up and went back to bed, like it was normal.

In my 23 years of living, I have seen it all, both good and bad. Shadow figures, been scratched, figures with red glowing eyes, heard children's voices, seen something I consider to be angels, felt cold spots, had stuff thrown at me or moved on me... I have experienced it all.

For about 6 months (this was a few years ago now), I would be up at night (I have always had trouble sleeping), and would feel my bed go down. Almost as if someone sat on my bed. I would look... See nothing. After this happened several nights in a row, I finally worked up the courage to speak to whatever was in my room. Honestly, I wish I had a name for the presence that would visit me. I could sense a strong feeling it was a guy, who meant me no harm. And, I would talk to him. He never spoke back, but I would "hear" responses in my thoughts... If that makes sense. I know something was there, because the bed would be pressed down into the shape of someone sitting near me. Whoever this figure was, I was happy he was there. Eventually, he stopped showing up at night.

So...that's it.

Even to this day, I still experience things. I get feelings, no matter where I go. I experience them everywhere, and I figure it's just this way... For some reason. Some have called me "Clairvoyant", others have said "Psychic"...I just say I am who I was meant to be. I'm not evil and I've sinned no more than the average person. Do these things I experience still scare me? Yeah... Probably always will.

But, I am tied to the Supernatural. I don't know why, I just am.