Followed By The Same

This is something that happened to me when I was very young and I don't really understand it even today since then. It's when we moved into a small town called Domohani near Jalpaiguri, India; the house we moved into seemed creepy but fine. My mother said I seem to have a "friend" whom I talked to but she didn't think anything of it.

One night I was put to bed but out of nowhere I felt someone at the edge of my bed watching me as I opened my eyes I saw two shadows, they had long hair and red eyes. They just stared at me then started to go around my room smelling things. I felt they meant something bad in my life, I screamed but nothing came out. All of a sudden I felt my mom shaking me telling me I had a bad dream. I told her what I saw, and she didn't believe me.

The next night was worse. I dream of my house being empty and I saw shadows and dark things on the windows and walls and a hand reached out grabbing me and I begged for god to let me safe.

Ever since then no matter what house we move to there's always something there. Whether it be my closet banging like as if someone hit it and it opened and then closed again or my bedroom door being closed, I could see shadows walking when I'm home alone. Once I even heard a baby cry in the middle of the night coming from the outside and right at that moment the doorbell rang. When I went to investigate there was a dark silhouette in the distance. I wake up in the middle of the night out of breathe like someone's choking me. Later that night I woke up lying on the lounge. I was said of having lying fainted at the doorway by my half father.

I could not just reconcile exactly the whole thing and went almost like half insane. I wasn't even able to verbalise about what actually happened, when asked.

Today, we've been shifted to a new place called Asansol in India which is like 500 kilometres away from the previous place, while same way shockingly, I still do find the place creepy as even going on just fine here, get to feel many a sorts of strange signs, apparitions... Some kinds of premonitions, I would say.

Don't know if the same just came following me back up here, but I just do feel odd, it's really scary out here and it's just too tough going through especially at that moment when I guess someone's watching you, following you around. It's not that I didn't do anything. I would have to admit I did try things, like I I've prayed, used astrological stones, sapphires (which are very notable here in India)...though to say, today I've just burnt sage.