Hey guys, if you haven't read my first story Shadow people or Ghosts (http://www.yourghoststories.com/user-profile.php?user=57935), please go and read that so you know what I'm going to be talking about in this story. Thank you.
This is an update on my first story and about that apartment. As you know, I said in my first story we moved countries; however, I'm beginning to think that whatever was in that place may or may not have followed me across the world. Which can even spirits do that? I mean I've heard that they can attach themselves to you, but to what extent?
Anyway, in the first year it was alright. No shadows out of the corner of my eye, no voices or moving objects, but at the start of the second year here that all changed. It was small things at first, like feeling someone was staring at you or you could feel some sort of presence in the house when it was only me home at the time. I tried to ignore it, tried to make myself believe that it wasn't starting again, however it just became worse. Worse than the apartment back in my home country. I would wake up in the middle of the night out of nowhere, with this feeling of fright. The best way to explain it is, as if you were a prey in the wild and a lion was hunting you down. I have honestly never felt like that before. It felt like eyes were staring at me from the dark corners of my room.
I have been in England for over 3 and a half years now. And since 2015 until now things have gotten even more worse than before. Recently I've started to see multiple shadows flying across my room everyday and night! I can feel eyes on me constantly and it wasn't like this before, not even in my haunted apartment! I'm always scared when I'm left home alone and don't leave my room.
Also at night I can hear something moving in the attic. I know it sounds cliche, but my room has the door for the attic and it's right above my bed. Even now, as I'm typing this I feel like someone is watching me. I've become more and more tired recently, even if a sleep for 12 hours, I'll go back to bed because I will be still tired and fall asleep. I have cleansed the house a couple of times, but nothing has changed. I don't know what to do anymore.
I told my mum what has been going on and she told me of this incident that happened a couple of months ago last year, while I was away in school. She told me that her and my baby sister were in the kitchen preparing dinner while my sister watched cartoons and she suddenly heard something coming from the back of the house. She muted the TV and listened in and what she heard next almost made me cry. She said that she heard a woman's voice call out my name. Apparently it was coming from where my old room used to be. (I switched rooms halfway through last year so I could have a bigger bed.) I asked why she didn't tell me sooner and her response was that she didn't want to scare me due to what happened in the past.
My sister also started to experience some things. She's only 2, but me and my mum have caught her numerous times talking to no one.
I just don't know what to do. It's not like it's become violent or anything but it's becoming more real, like it's taking a form. Also I suffer from really bad depression and recently it has become really bad out of nowhere so I don't know if it's just me and my depression making a big deal out of nothing or there's something here...
Fair enough. The main reason I stated something is that BOLD STATMENTS like...
"I know what's going on..." indicate a level of 'expertise' that NO ONE in the 'paranormal field' truly has (my opinion), this is why it easier for us to offer our advise by giving our opinion... Statements like 'In my opinion' or 'in experiences I have had'...work out so much better and cause 'less' controversy.
So again well met, my e-mail is posted on my profile we can continue this conversation there, that is if you wish.
Respectfully,
Rook