Strong But Weak (strange Encounters)

As my last post, or story I guess, it has been a year to which I have taken as a break from this site (personal reasons) <-- which I really do want to write and post here for more helpful tips of this new 'ability' I have discovered within myself.

So as I had said before, I am a psychic medium, who in the beginning, had really no experience other than being able to communicate, see, and feel like any other medium would be able to do. But now, I believe I have become more willful with my power and mind, and I have taken advice from those who had taken the time to comment and give me helpful advice previously.

But yet again, I must remind you all that I'm only a teen, and I'm well aware I might still not be as powerfully as I had said I was, since as of the time I had been absent from this site, 'problems' had arisen.

I will now talk about my issues to which I really hope anyone with help me with.

In the past, I had communicated with a young male teen, who I had described as being overly attached and aggressive. But this is not my problem here, since I have been able to help him pass. (Just wanted to clear that up for those who read my last story.) My real problem is that after I had helped him, my family and I had moved right after, and are now currently living in an old Victorian home (I don't not wish to state my location for safety reasons) and things have become complicated here.

You see, our home dates back to the 1700s, I THINK so I'm not so sure, it is only an estimate. And ever since I had moved in, although I had protested against the house, I was immediately aware that there was four spirits, to which I did not quite like the presence of. I knew the moment my family came to inspect the home, the presences I felt were troublesome. I still haven't quite in depth inspected these spirits, since they do generally keep hidden, but they're really quite mischievous.

At first, I thought maybe they weren't strong/evil enough to harm or really frighten me to the point of breakdowns and constant fear, but I really underestimated that.

Over the course of the months, I quickly learned that first, they were visibly strong enough to be able to become physical with whatever they wanted to touch, and second that they were not 'good', but not 'bad' either.

One of the first encounters I had experienced was when I was setting my room up, and I was setting up my wall shelf that was leveled up to my shoulders. I was putting some art pieces of mine, like handmade clay pots, up there and at the moment I had been really trying to block the voices of the four that continuously bothered me. And in particular, one of them, which happened to be a young girl who I observed to be rather naughty and seemingly mad, had then told me to stop ignoring her or else.

Now generally, I never really took any of the spirits threats seriously until when I turned to pick up more of my art, my shelf broke from the wall, only a few inches from hitting me. And to be clear, my shelf was a thick, wooden slab that was nailed tight and was kept sturdy with a strong wire that was lodged into the wall as well, and note that my clay pieces were more then a pound and I had put up about 7 of them up on the shelf, so the weight was bearable. So when I had sensed the girl's presence, I knew she wasn't to be messed with, especially psychically.

My 2nd encounter happened to me when I was showering. It had been a couple weeks since the shelf occurrence and I let it slip my mind. Anyways, while I was showering, I felt the presence of a man, and at first I thought it was my dad, which I thought was weird at the moment. But once I had finished and gotten out, I realized that my door was locked (I lock my door always because, well, I don't want to be seen bare by accident, especially by my family). And I immediately panicked, which probably wasn't a good idea. And when I panicked, I tried to dress and get out, since by then, I didn't feel safe at all.

As I tried to dress, I saw that I was missing my underwear, and I knew that I had brought it. But unfortunately I had to leave without it, since it strangely disappeared. Anyways, after that I returned to my room to get underwear and then I saw that the pair I had been missing was hanging from my ceiling fan. And I knew I could've have put it up there since I'm 5'1 and my ceiling fan was a bout 12 feet high. And now looking back at it, I have assumed maybe this male presence may not be as threatful, but is still mischievous and perhaps pervy?

My 3rd a counter was when I was home alone and my mom had told me to prepare dinner since she would be late that day. While I was in our kitchen, I was preparing the meat and cooking, you know, when our old radio in our kitchen had turned on. And I want to say that this radio is very old, and the knobs are really really hard to turn (my dad likes old vintage electronics by the way) and so I was startled at first, but I then considered this as a practice with communicating so while still cooking, I asked a simple question to come off as kind. I asked "Is this your favorite song?" Since a song was playing which I had never heard before and it seemed a bit odd. And at first there was no response and then after a bit, it shut off. I was spooked, but I continued to talk, but I then felt more warm, and light as the atmosphere in the room was more happy, which I still believe was the cause of the spirits way of feelings, I guess.

Anyways, then I stop and begin to clean with my cooking when I heard the stove light up. Now, first of all, our stove is one of those which you have to take a match and light it manually while the gas is turned. And I'm confused, so I ask "Did you like my cooking? Or do you like to cook?" and immediately the fire bursts up really big then quickly died and the atmosphere grew really tense and felt really cold, before one of my favorite mugs that was on our island in the kitchen had fell and shattered.

I'm still confused a bit of these actions, but I feel as if the presence that did this was also a male, but more younger than the one before.

Now for my 4th encounter, I was visited by the only kind spirit out of all (or at least the one less threatening out of all of them) who happened to be a much older female than all of them. This happened rather recent. Anyways, it was night and I had been in bed all day since I had just gotten over a bad cold, and while I'm sort of communicating with the young girl (who at the time had somewhat taken a liking in me as what I believe as a 'role model') when she stopped and I suddenly felt her disappear and then felt one of an older female who came off as more quiet and less creepy.

At first I was scared since I had never came across her, but she then called me 'Mona' which I didn't know why, until she began to talk to me like I was someone else. And after some time, I had come to realize this 'Mona' was a family member which she thought I was, which I guess I have a somewhat resemblance to. Anyways, throughout the night she had watched me and I really had no fear by then and I felt okay if she was there. But at one point, I then felt her hand touch my face and her sod cries that startled me until she left... I'm more than confused and lost still, especially about my encounter with her, and every one of them.

Overall, my encounters with each spirit have been strange and mind boggling. I have tried methods to block them out, but nothing really does anything. I'm beginning to think maybe it's possible that these spirits are more stronger and smarter than I am since they seem to somehow still be able to contact me and be able to make it visible they are still here in my home.

I do believe I'm stronger than I was before, but now that I'm dealing with spirits that are possibly more powerful than myself, I feel weakened, both physically and mentally. I've tried and I'm now asking for help once more. I know the presences may not be threatening to me as of right now, but I sense that they could possibly cause danger to my family and myself, and I want to take precautionary steps to prevent that.

I'm sorry if I rambled or I'm unclear with this story, so if you have any questions, I'll be as clear as I can and honest as I try to answer them my as best I can.