At first I would hear voices, three female and one male, they came at me like a windstorm, with phrases of confusion and constantly telling me that I'd be better off dead because I was a worthless human being. Ignoring them was hard. The male who calls himself "ROB" (a tall man with a very assertive voice) started getting louder and would bug me all night, I could feel him touch my legs, he'd whisper mean things in my ear. I started sleeping with headphones!
One night, he just got in my face! I could feel his eyelashes against my cheek. He was so mean! Told me if I didn't obey his direct orders he would kill me. I still never listened, so he hurt me really bad, and often. He started off by slapping me, but I could feel it only from the inside, as well as a strong punch in my gut. Imagine a painful squeeze inside your body, my stomach and heart. Red and green lights would pick my legs all over.
Everyone kept telling me that it's not possible, until they saw my pictures and video tape! Since then, my family, friends and pastor have been more supportive and it seems like they are fading faster and faster. I know in my heart that I will spend eternity in paradise, no matter how much torment and suffering I may have here on earth... and they are not!
I can see them, talk to them, touch them, feel them, they are very powerful. They are extremely smart. I want the world to know that those voices in your head... Are real losers! Who and what they are have NO RIGHT TO HARM US. Sometimes I don't think they are going to let me live to see morning, and other times they leave me alone for such a long period of time that I even forget they were ever in my life.
I video taped a light flying around me and my children, then I saw a Bigger brighter light going after the little one. I found out later, these lights are called "ORBS". I have seen bad ORBS with skull faces and a big bright angel orb.
A few months after that, I saw an ANGEL's face briefly peek around the corner. It was of a young man who's image was like someone made his perfect face made of pale green cotton candy, and he sang with others, the music was unreal, beautiful beyond belief that actually made me "feel" good and peaceful. It's a thrill like no other on this planet.
The mean Shadow voices, call themselves "Supreme Beings", people like you and me with "Supreme Powers", that would be a great fear of mine. Why this "ROB" Shadow punishes me and is jealous? Hates me to date? Several times he has appeared to me in the image of an ex-boyfriend DM, who tried to hurt me really bad about eighteen years ago. Could there be a connection? I don't want them to hurt my children or loved ones or anyone else out there going through the same thing, I just want to know are there more people out there like me, what can we do to help eachother fight back?
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