I'm not very good with those long/rambling introductions, so I'll just "get down to business".
Yesterday, I was hanging around my room the whole afternoon, with nothing better to do and alone, so I began reading those Tobias & Guy cartoons - 'cause, you know, it's funny, right? The idea of a big, tall, handsome demon boyfriend, appearing out of nowhere right in front of you, and asking you out on a date! It's awesome, I simply love those cartoons. But anyway, let's get back to my story.
I was just hanging around and reading funny cartoons, then an idea came about: "What if that's actually something?"
So I started Googling like crazy about this kind of stuff; until I came across something called "an incubus." I thought to myself, "Well, that's something new to me, never heard of 'an incubus' before, so let's look this up a bit, see where it goes." Then I began reading about it, the history, some rituals and stuff, and it was then that I began feeling things. And, well, you know, I'm not really the kind of person to be always "feeling" things, sensing things around me, "energies", whatever. Or so I thought...
To be completely honest, that "feeling" thing scared me to death, because NOTHING that's ANYTHING like that at all has happened to me before; well, not until yesterday. You know, I hadn't even done anything (I think), just reading about it. I really don't know what kind of consequences "reading" about something can be, but I found out yesterday that's *probably* not a good idea.
All of a sudden, I started hearing "things", seeing "things", sensing what's around me in general, and not in a particularly good way either. That's become so annoying to the point that I could make a list out of the things I began experiencing:
SOUNDS: 5 quick ticks on glass (completely out of nowhere and constantly!); BELLS really close and then fading in the distance; children, sometimes crying, other times giggling; metal being hammered (like in a construction site, but there isn't anything like that near my home); small bumps and cracks on objects around me; "shadows" going around behind me, then when I look it's everything still; a FINE RINGING in my ear, that one I looked up and it seems it's called "tinnitus"; and finally the worst one that scared me the MOST: my head SUDDENLY "TRIED" BLACKING OUT!
That last one was just like hypnosis, but out of nowhere! A few months ago I learned how to prevent a strong hypnosis from taking hold, and thanks to that I didn't really BLACKED OUT, 'cause if it weren't for the fact that I had learned before to resist a hypnotic compulsion, I certainly would've, and right now I'm not really sure what kind of thing could've happened to me!
So that's it, end of story. Oh, wait, because that's happening to me EVER SINCE! I might as well put a name on whatever is ticking that damn invisible glass, 'cause it's almost a family member now, every few minutes it's telling me it's right there (staring at me, no less?).
I don't know... Help?
Anyways, I totally believe reading about this stuff can increase/bring activity! That has happened to me in the past many times, I also believe talking about the same subject can have similar consequences.
Hope this helps!