I'm new here. This is about my ghost experiences which have been going on for several months now.
I don't remember how it first started but I started feeling pressure and weight on my bed. In several spots. As if someone is moving around. There's a slight dent formed on where it's there.
During Winter, I used to feel my slight pressure on my blanket all the time. As if someone is touching it. The pressure is lighter than a normal touch. Something used to pick on my blanket and again it was very light. I first thought I was feeling things but later became sure.
Then during Spring and Summer, I started feeling the touches on my body. The light touches. It's hard to explain. It doesn't feel like a touch because it's very light. But you know it is a touch. You just know. It's lighter than a normal human touch but also heavier which tells you that it's a definitely a touch.
It feels like it's picking on my clothes. Touching me through my clothes. It doesn't touch my bare skin though. Touches my hair. I've seen my hair move. Sometimes, the way it touches get a little stronger. It's slightly with more pressure. I've also felt it's breath on my neck and other parts of my body. Sometimes it's warm and sometimes it's cold. It gives off warmth or heat when it's hovering over me (while I'm asleep) to the point where I feel hot, sweat and wake up. Or on my body in general. It feels hot. Once, I heard it pant behind me and once I heard it cough.
I did experience sleep paralysis sometimes as well. Whenever it appears, I feel very aroused for a few seconds or so, most of the time as if "it" is the cause of it. I don't know if it's natural or because of this entity but these are my observations over months now and it wasn't like this before. It appears throughout the entire day and not just at a particular part of the day such as nights. Appears during I'm asleep or even awake. I've never seen any glimpses of it even though I wanted to. Not even through my peripheral vision.
Sometimes it troubles me more with all this. Does all this more frequently than usual when I appear to be scared. I can detect it's presence with ease now. It seems to appear more when I think of it. At this point, I seem to know everything and to what extent it can harm me. I might be wrong too.
I've tried everything, holy water, Bible and chanting God's name. I'm religious and I've even tried techniques to ward off ghosts which belonged to another religion. But nothing works. It has worked with my encounter with a spirit previously and it never came back again. But this time, nothing works so I don't even know what it is.
My mom and grandma have felt the pressure on the bed only once out of all the times they came over and nothing else.
I have no idea what this is or what it wants from me. Whether it's a good spirit or a bad one. It exists as if it doesn't. I feel like I had enough for months now and want it to go away. I had a hard time even sleeping because I'm disturbed by this. I just want it to go away and I have no clue how.