The Nightmare That Only Gets Worse

I feel like I need to start this off with a warning that this story does contain explicit content, and I share it hoping that it helps me maybe identify what is afflicting me through the help of anyone else that has experienced something similar, so I can then get rid of it, and then hopefully if someone else is in a similar position they can read this.

Let me start this story by back tracking a couple of years, I was living in Flagstaff, Arizona I was 28 years old and living with my sister, and we had an upstairs neighbor that was violent and strange. I was and I am convinced she was possessed. She spit on me, and would absolutely flip out in the middle of the night, sounding like she was about to break through the floor, my sister had her arrested about a year before I moved in for trying to throw her down the stairs. This violence was definitely weird as we were both nice, quiet kind people.

Shortly after moving in, I suddenly for the first time in my life started having seizures, which caused me to break both my foot and later ankle from seizures, and have required two surgeries with a third pending. I only bring this up because it's the start of a series of very strange, and unfortunate events, but anyways, due to the surgeries and seizures and the fact I have a history of opioid addiction, they wouldn't even prescribe pain medication after surgery which I understand, but the first surgery was just too much for my newly found sobriety and I ended up falling back into an opioid addiction, fentanyl to be exact. The what I found out later was seizures that started out of nowhere were getting bad, and at the same time I started noticing a dark presence was constantly around me.

One night while in Flagstaff, I was about to jump into the shower and my bathroom door came flying open and hitting me in the back while I was standing in front of it, I thought it was my sister and I discovered she was at work at the hospital where she worked as an overnight nurse. I was very active in my addiction and immediately after I had surgery I went to a rehab, got out relapsed again, and my sister basically disowned me due to my relapse, and she still refuses to talk to me as I write this, but by the end of 2022 I got help and have stayed clean and sober from Nov. 2022 until present day, which I as of writing this am a 32 year old male, I do have a girlfriend, and I do maintain a pretty decent job managing a small team at a car dealership. I've never had hallucinations, or suffered psychosis of any real sort, but I feel like I am going insane at times, but I know I'm not.

So basically this is the part where things start to get worse for me, as I said I was diagnosed with epilepsy after having probably 100 seizures in a 1.5 year period with multiple hospital stays, and this past July 28th,2024, I was in a car accident that landed me in the ICU at the trauma hospital with two fractured vertebrae.

I was terrified, and alone. I found out I wasn't going to need surgery but still was out of work for over a month and was extremely depressed.

About two weeks after I get back to work I was laying in bed one night around the first week of October and I noticed what looked like a faint shadow pacing around my bed quickly, and it scared me so bad I didn't sleep in my apartment for a month, then while in my car it felt like there was something grabbing at my feet and legs.

I started capturing videos of just weird out of place stuff moving. I noticed that there was a faint sound of a super high pitched noise like what you hear when a tv is on, and strange voices of a female. I eventually worked up the courage to sleep in my house again and I started to notice there were more of these shadow entities, and they would cause me to feel pain in my genitalia, and anal region which is so embarrassing to admit. I am constantly being touched and this thing follows me EVERYWHERE, even to work... I also started hearing really faint, ominous, dreadful sounds like horns of sort. I also would notice sometimes it seemed like there was something that had more power than the other entities and didn't look like a faint shadow. It looked like the same effect of like a mirage in the desert, just in the shape of a human like being. I've noticed the shadows jump if I throw exorcism water at it, and if I hold my rosary out towards it that my rosary will spin and my crucifix necklace gets pulled so tightly.

The noises started with the frequent sound of a single whistle here and there, and I also hear that high pitched noise constantly, and other strange noises that I can only describe as electronic noises, and even hear what I can only equate to what I would assume a portal sounds like sucking something through, and then something or someone was yelling "Hey!" at me in a strangely normal human voice for about 2 seconds before hearing that noise again and sounding like it was sucked out through the "portal noise."

I have video of some stuff if anyone is curious. Anyways, I recently just moved and things seem almost worse, and I'm working with the church who is putting me in touch with an exorcist. I just don't feel possessed but this thing definitely has an obsession with my male reproductive organs and anal region, so I'm constantly on guard. I recently just moved, and the church is so slow, I do online deliverance prayers, but nothing is working.

Has anyone ever experienced anything like this? It's been an absolute nightmare and could seriously use help. I'll also add that due to my history with addiction I do see a psychiatric doctor for depression, but she even told me I don't suffer from psychosis and should contact a priest. So please if you have experienced anything like this, please let me know.