Five years ago my family moved into the house where we currently live. Less than a month later moods changed. My brother and I began to rebel towards my parents. I will admit that our relationship wasn't the best but it's gotten ridiculous. I began feeling depressed and screaming for no reason.
This was all disregarded seeing as I was 13 and brother 17, along with the stress of moving. Then one day I was home alone. My parents and brother went to the store, and I stayed behind. I was listening to music and drawing with my window open, there was no window net. Next thing I know I'm sitting on the window ledge ready to jump. I was staring at the woods down the street from the house that I visited before and got a terrible feeling from. I immediately shut my window and curled into a ball trying to calm down. I didn't tell parents.
Another day I was again home alone, a few months later, reading. I looked up from my reading because I suddenly felt a strange presence. I heard someone turning a page in a book. I just closed my window and there was no breeze. I got up and wandered the house but no one was there.
There have been nights when I heard walking. I disregarded the footsteps thinking it my have been the neighbors.
The overall feeling of this house is that I'm being watched all the time. My brother and parents don't seem to feel anything. I spend the most time alone in the house, especially now that I finished High School. I often have to tell myself that I'm imagining everything just so I can fall asleep. I've stopped sleeping at night because I always feel like something is sitting at the foot of my bed and is going to grab me.
Just last year I came home from my ex-girlfriend's house and ran downstairs to grab something for her. My brother was heading upstairs. The moment we passed each other on the stairs I felt a hand shove me down. I fell down 7 stairs and injured my left arm and my head. I told them I was fine and when my parents got home I went to the hospital. By then I, thanks to the Ouija board, found out about 3 spirits dwelling in my house. 2 of then were angry but not necessarily violent.
1 of them I've known since I was 8. He was with me since I was born and normally protected me. He recently crossed over. Whether with him or without him one thing was for sure, my mood has warped since we moved into this house. I don't know if it's the area or the house but I've become totally depressed and always practically beg my friends to let me spend the night just so I can get out of this house.
I've heard whispers, seen flashes of light dart across my room at night, began choking for no reason, and other events which seem surreal. I often get terrified to walk around my house alone now. The weird thing is that all this seems to only happen to me. I know I'm not hallucinating seeing as I sometimes wake up with scratches on my face even though I bite my nails and can't scratch myself.
This house is only about 21 years old and the previous owners didn't die or anything. But I do remember, right after we bought the house, I overheard my neighbor telling my mom how the previous owners used to often fight and argue loudly, just like my family now. We didn't used to be like this. I don't know if it's psychological or supernatural. I want to hear your views or advice. Please, this house is really straining my nerves.
I go around each room "drawing" an invisible square of protection against the walls, cleaming that I am doing just that- drawing protection around each room of my house. Then I go in each corner and clap my hands from the top down to the floor, singing "Amen" or "Om" (any positive phrase with meaning for me) as I do so. This clears out stagnant energy. I know it sounds weird, but it does work.
Once I'm done, I stand in the middle of the room and profess that it is protected, a place of love and healing, etc.
Once I've gone around my entire home, I stand in the middle of my home and repeat what I want my home to be. Maybe it's just psychological reinforcement, but it definitely works.