Shape Shifting Ghost

For a while now I have felt a male presence at night usually when I'm by myself. I have only physically seen him a few times. He's pretty much been in my life since I was about 7 or 8 years old. When I was 7 I moved in a nice neighborhood and about 2 years later I moved into the house 2 doors down for about 5 years I then move to a different city and when I was in a different city for almost 2 years he never bothered me. All of a sudden I live in the first neighborhood when I first met him but on a different street, but his encounters are a lot worse and scarier.

For the first time about 1-1 1/2 months ago he finally came to me while I had my boyfriend staying over and he's never come to me while someone else was in my presence. I told my boyfriend (B) that I knew someone was going to be in the backyard that night and it was going to be a guy dressed all in black and kind of tall, but I never described what the guy would look like. Sure enough I manage to stay asleep all night because I felt safe that B was there and he wakes me up early that morning at around 7am telling me that he saw a tall guy dressed in all black.

A few weeks ago "he" comes goes into my backyard again and made it super windy in just my backyard and nowhere else around the house and "he" somehow flashed really bright lights around in the backyard but when I looked there was nobody there except for a bunch of leaves and sticks in a really weird shape coming toward the window I was looking out of. I freaked out and closed the curtains and then "he" started banging on every window in my room and I have 10 windows in my room that go outside all to the backyard. When I was younger he would show "himself" as a dark shadow or manipulating objects.

Exactly a week later I was in a very deep sleep which rarely happens and all of a sudden I felt as if I was wide awake and "he" was a posed as a short chubby man floating around and the backyard light went out which made my room go completely pitch black. (The backyard light ensures to me that everything will be fine and helps me feel safe at night even though it only casts a light glow into my room so I can just barely see everything in my room).

All of a sudden I see "him" standing outside one of my windows laughing at me and I try to scream for help but nothing comes out, so I try to grab my cell phone on my night stand next to me but I can only move in very slow motion and for some reason there's some sort of invisible barrier around my bed so that no matter what, I cannot even so much as stick a finger off the side of my bed. Next thing I know I'm staring at "him" in the face and "he" laughs even harder and then gives a horrible shrill and I start to have a panic attack. I wake up and sure enough I really am having a panic attack but the backyard light is on.

One week ago "he" came back and B was staying at my house again. Just as we were getting ready for bed I'm in the bathroom getting ready for bed and B heads to my bedroom. Before I can open up the bathroom door B is knocking on the door to see if I'm in there. I assured him I was in there the entire time and he tells me about how he saw a ghost about my height with blond hair and light colored eyes and how she just stood there looking at him and then just dropped to the floor on the other side of the bed.

At first I was freaking out thinking it was "him" and that he somehow found a way into my room. Next thing I know as we're sitting on my bed with the lights on, I feel "him" standing outside the window right behind me and he's REALLY pissed off. But yet I felt a gentle female presence that's very familiar. Sara is her name. She's been with us since before I was born and has been watching over us for years and we openly let her stay with us everywhere we go and let her do as she pleases as long as she doesn't do anything bad or cruel (which she never has.)

I tell B about her really quick and she shows herself to me for a few seconds by sticking her head out of my vanity and letting me know her really was her. But "his" presence was becoming unbearable and B and I told him to go away many times and to never come back and that "he" was never welcome here at my house ever again. "He" eventually left but he didn't go very far away from the house.

Just last night "he" came into my dreams as a little boy and gave me that same wicked smile and laugh that "he" always gives me. I don't remember much of the dream but I remember the voice he used. I immediately awoke. Surprisingly I didn't have a panic attack when I awoke either because I tend to have them whenever "he" comes into my dreams both day and night.

I look over on the floor next to my bed... And there "he" was as the little boy. He put on his scary smile and said, "Hey!" afterwards he had that same wicked laugh. I was so scared and freaked I turned on my light ASAP hoping he wasn't there.

Of course now I always sleep with a cat in my room to notify weather or not there really is something in my room or outside. To my horror my cat saw "him" too. There she was next to me hissing at where "he" recently was sitting on the floor. I was told to never use my back door or windows because that is now where "he" stays in my backyard. And my grill is in the backyard so I have people go in and out of the back door constantly when we're using it.

I was even told by that the door and windows must never be used, but if I do used them they must only be used when it is bright out or during a thunderstorm because "he" refuses to come during a thunderstorm because I find them relaxing.

I often have fears that one day I might be physically attacked by "his" presence. I only want "him" to go away and to never return ever again.