I have three different situations. I'll explain each and I'm just here looking for some kind of answer or logic. The situation itself doesn't seem scary, but each time I am sweating, shaking and so terrified.
I know it says we can't write about dreams, I understand that...it's what happens AFTER I wake up from my dream that I need help with.
Dream #1 - I'm sitting in some kind of a nursery, holding a baby (never knew if it was a boy or girl) and I'm just kind of talking to the baby quietly. It's a beautiful baby and it's wearing a long white coat. Right when the baby looks at me, I wake up...I'm completely wide awake and still holding the baby... I can physically feel the baby in my arms and physically see the baby, but when the baby is just about to look back at me, it vanishes. The weight of the baby is gone and I'm just stuck sitting there... In terror.
Dream #2 - I'm driving to Taco Bell and I go through the drive thru. The way that the lot is set up is when you first pull in, on your right, you see a small forest, and a metal barrier so your car doesn't go over the edge into the forest. (about a 2 foot drop) and I'm sitting and eating a taco in my car, when I notice an older man in all black with a big black hat on, walking towards my window, I start to panic and put my car in reverse and hit him. I stop, and he gets up and I look at him through my rear-view mirror and he starts pushing my car towards the edge/forest.
He then comes by my window and I look to my left and his face is just so close to mine and the only thing separating us is my window. I scream and that's when I wake up. I just kind of laid there sweating, and terrified, but when I looked to my left, there he is! Black coat and hat and all - I can even see his beard even though it's just his silhouette... After a few seconds of staring at him, he also vanishes. Again, I'm left there in terror.
Dream #3 (and the main reason I can't sleep at night) - Basically, all it is - my boyfriend comes in my room, I'm laying on my bed and he gets on top of me and starts kissing me, I immediately realize it's not his lips and not the way he kisses, so I stop kissing and look at who is kissing me, and it's a man/corpse, who has been very, VERY badly burned. He is burned to a crisp and the only thing you can really see, is the shape of his burnt body, (very skinny) the whites of his eyes and his blackened, burnt lips. That's when I wake up, only to find that the man is still on top of me and I have to literally push him off of me. I push so hard and finally it's like I'm just pushing air and he is finally gone.
It was really hard for me to tell these stories because it terrifies me. I can't sleep anymore, I terrified that this'll keep happening or a new situation will come. I know what nightmares and night terrors are... But I'm telling you, I'm awake... Could it be ghosts? Demons? I don't know much about this stuff so I'm looking for all the suggestions, comments and thoughts I can get.