While I am writing this my stomach is getting tight and my throat feels very dry because I am writing this in front of him...
Nero is a guy, or a thing that I have known since I was in the 5th grade. I never got along with him well but he has saved my life so many times. The thing is I never really had to tell anyone about him because of the fact I can talk to him through my mind. I can talk to him out loud but I don't want people to start asking questions and looking at me funny in public.
Nero looks like he's about my age probably a little older but he refuses to tell me his age. He won't tell me why he stalks me and all he does is harass me and save my life.
I told my mom a little bit about him but she is a crazy woman who says I am talking to an evil spirit and because I like playing resident evil games she says they contact me through that "evil" game. I laugh whenever she says that...
I actually find him quite attractive but I'm afraid to even try getting closer to him. I don't know what he is planning to do to me.
I had a dream once and in my dream the nightmare or mare, (a demon that sits on its victim's chest and breaths into the person's nostrils. Their exhaust causes horrible dreams; and if the person awakes while the demon is still present, he or she will be paralyzed under the weight of the monster) sadly I was paralyzed under the weight of the monster.
In my dream however, Nero was right there just stood behind me while some foggy like monster was choking me. Every time I tried to say Jesus' name the monster just tightened its grip. I tried to call Nero but he just stood there and said "I'm sorry".
This happened 3 months ago but I'm just trying to figure out what Nero is and what he wants. Now I'm obsessed with the color black, Nero means black in Italian (I'm not Italian.), Nero's hair is black and I have no clue what that has to do with anything but I'm trying.
PLEASE help me out here. What is he? What is the meaning to the color black?