Thank you for all who have responded to my last post. To let everyone know, never have I used the board again after that. I have it hidden under stacks of papers in my basement so it cannot be seen since I heard if it is left out more spirits will travel out of it.
Lately the lights in my home have been like, dimming a lot lately and I see cloud like mists floating around. I also feel being watched or someone is with me. Usually when I listen to music and such I will have mental pictures in my head, sometimes I don't even need the music. I have been this way since I was a child. I guess my imagination is pretty large.
I have always been captured by the story and falling of Satan, even to this day. I have read many tales from the bible and so on, and I have been finding out that the things that I picture in my head are true.
Once I saw Satan on a beach telling a woman (who I am still trying to figure if she is my spirit or not) that when he first came to earth it was the most beautiful thing he has ever seen, more beautiful than heaven. In paradise lost, it is said that Satan feels that paradise is more beautiful than heaven. Also, I have seen demons during the end of times ripping people apart after god has taken the people who are worthy to enter heaven away from earth.
A man shared a story over the TV channel "in search of...Hell" that he had a near death experience where demons began to rip him apart. It scares me as much as it amazes me that what goes on in my head is actually fact, what if what I see in my head is really true?
Am I a medium?
I don't know.
My friend is afraid for me and tells me I would get out of the hobby of researching Satan and demons, but I feel that I want to do this as a career.
They say that God will not allow you to deal with more than you can handle, and he is allowing me to handle with what may be the story and future of Satan. But who knows, tell me what you think.
And for all those who actually think I'm lying about this, I don't even know what to say other than I am not. Why would I Just for attention over the internet?
That's so stupid.
Please, PLEASE believe me, I really want to try and get hold of my gift if I truly do have one...
Also, how exactly do you get rid of a Louisa board?