My name is Rachel English is not my first language, so I'm sorry for the spelling mistakes up front.
Last week I woke up feeling like someone was trying to jump over me, or hold me, I felt something holding me down in the bed, or holding me around with its arms. I am so scared I now only sleep with the lights. I heard ghosts could only interfere if it's in the dark for some reason, something that has to do with ectoplasm.
Anyways this morning it was a rainy and dark day, so even though it was morning it was quite dark outside, and in my room. So after turning off the light I went back to bed. In my dreams, or I don't know if it was it a dream, it was like a different dimension. I felt and saw someone laying in my bed beside me, taking my clothes of and holding me. And even though I liked it for some reason I was scared to look into his face. I finally looked up and saw a beautiful blonde. I could feel his muscles and his chest, I could see he blonde hair over his arms and chest. And he wanted to do was have sex with me, but I didn't want to. He showed me his member, it was huge. He took my hand and put over it and said to me "want to do it with you" I said "no wait". It was a mix of scared and excitement. I heard someone beating on my door and I said "wait there's someone knocking on my door" and I woke up. After that I went back to sleep only to see him again.
From now on I'm sleeping with the lights off;-)
I'll pray for him to come back again and anything ill post in here
Many people have replied and commented in regards to your story, but here's my thoughts.
Was it an Incubus? I personally don't know. I don't believe it is, as a Incubus would not just stop because someone was knocking, nor would it vanish and not return when you were again alone.
Do I think "wanting it" with him, was a wise idea?
No, I don't, and I'll tell you why as well.
Incubus' like any other rational Demon, want nothing but to gain from you. Whether that's fear, a soul, control, anything really - they use you until they've had their fun, then they get dangerous. So indeed, be very very careful - of course you'll feel a bond with him, and desire him, it's the wish of the Incubi~
Interesting story though, and I like how you used "member" there, heh.
- Just for the record -
All of my information is based on research mainly using Google. I can't claim nor call it fact or truth, it's mere advice put forward at your own usage.
Take care~
Zeo