I'd visited the doctor 3 days earlier to have a morning after pill, I had taken the correct dosage at the correct times and suffered no apparent side effects, no headaches or nausea etc... I was staying at my boyfriends house that night and we were downstairs in front of the log fire. My boyfriend lived in a beautiful old stone cottage in a village with only about 6 other houses and one large estate house. He lived with his parents still and they were sleeping upstairs at the time.
As we sat there I suddenly saw a young blonde boy of about 6 or 7 years old who was talking to me. He was dressed in grey shorts and grey woollen jumper. I cannot remember anything of what he said, nor could I remember immediately after the experience had ended, but my boyfriend relayed some of what the young boy had said to me because as the boy was talking to me I was telling my boyfriend what he was saying. Unfortunately my boyfriend of the time could not get everything I was relaying to him as he told me I was speaking super fast and so he only grasped a bit of it.
At some point during the conversation with the young boy an old tall thin lady dressed in black appeared in the corner of the room and I could sense some kind of resentment or anger from her directed at me and this scared me. During the experience she would move around the room as well as disappear and reappear as if trying to scare me more. Towards the end of the experience she approached me and hit me several times. I could feel the pain as if it was a real physical force rather than a spiritual one and in the morning I could feel soreness in my back, not particularly bad but enough for me to ask my boyfriend to take a look at which point he discovered small bruises along my spine.
During the conversation with the young boy my boyfriend told me after that the boy had told me his name was Peter and that he had lived 150 years before. He had told me that he had been bullied at school and during the bullying had been accidentally killed by an older child. He told me that he had watched his parents live the rest of their lives in sadness, never getting over his death and that he wanted things to be different this time. He said that he wasn't angry or upset at anyone for his death as he knew it was an accident, he also said that he wasn't angry about the bullying although it had upset him and hurt his feelings at the time it happened. Although I don't remember any of what he told me I do remember that the young boy exerted a feeling of calm from him and had it not been for the old lady that was stood in the room scaring me I am sure I would have felt fine about the boys visit.
The young boy I remember had at some point sat on my lap with his arm around me and it was at this point that the old lady had approached me. Becoming hysterical with fear I had begged my boyfriend to make her go away and in desperation we had started reading scriptures from the bible and reciting the lords prayer in hope of some kind of protection as well as to turn all the lights on but none of this had worked.
At the end I had said to the young boy sat on my lap "it's OK you can leave now", at which point both spirits had vanished and I then turned to my boyfriend and told him that I know the pills hadn't worked and that I would be pregnant.
3 weeks later it was confirmed that I was pregnant and that the morning after pills had not worked. My daughter did have some developmental problems because of the fact I'd had the morning after pills involving her kidneys but other than that and after having an operation she has been very healthy. A psychic that I went to see, a Shaman I know and a spiritual course leader on a weekend I attended have all told me that they can sense my daughter has huge spiritual and psychic powers, and what I believe to be proof of this has been shown to me, I will publish another story about this later.
I could never have had an abortion but I didn't see anything wrong with the morning after pill at the time, like most people I thought it to be 100% effective so didn't know it could cause any long term damage to a child that was concieved despite the morning after pill being taken - so no reason at the time to feel guilty about that either.
That's not to say I've not felt guilty since when I discovered her health issues and the possible cause of it.
Of course I have no regrets about the fact the pill didn't work, I love all my children and if anything am glad it didn't work, my children are my saviours, I live for them and my life feels fulfilled because of them. I would never change a thing, except maybe not taking the morning after pill if I could go back, just so that my daughter might not have had kidney problems.