I'm a 1st time user of this type of site and to be quiet honest, I thought I'd never be posting or visiting this type of site because before the last couple of months of my life, I didn't believe 100% ghosts/spirits didn't really exist. I'll take you back a couple of months before my experience... I was like most of the population, working hard, depressed, wondering how to pay the mortgage, every normal persons woes. My wife always believed in the after-life and attended Angel card readings and suggested that I should go to one and it would give me direction in life. I attended and to tell you the truth, it made me feel good. She told me that I had a light and that I was special in a way that'll bring good to others and that I'll find myself over the next few months and I'm on a new spiritual chapter. I hadn't a clue what she was on about, but it made me feel good about myself. A couple of months past and the angel reading was gone out of my head but things were changing in me. I know it sounds crazy, but voices were in my head, my own voice, but someone else's thoughts. For a while, I thought I was going crazy. I had to put that to one side for the last 7 weeks because my second youngest child was waking up every night between 1am and 4am, crying hysterically. I was a wreck.
One night I stayed up watching a film while my wife and young family was in bed. It was about 12. 30am and I walked down towards my bedroom, past my second youngest child's room and caught something out of the corner of my eye. I swung around and there was a kid ghost about 3 feet tall and partially configured, as in, his bottom half looked real and the his top half not. He ran behind the half open door. I banged it open; just to see a blur rushing to my son's bed and disappearing and with that, my son roared. I stood there listening to my son roar for a minute and then went and woke my wife to tell her that Cameron was crying. She eventually got him back to sleep and came back out to me in the hallway. She knew there was something up with me. I told her and she freaked out. She believed me straight away. Up to this point in my life, I have never seen anything like that before. I felt confused, but not scared in the slightest, even though I said if I ever saw one, that I'd probably freak out.
My wife contacted her cousin who is a quantum healer the following day and told her the story. She asked her spirit guide to find out about what I seen. Her spirit guide said that it was a boy of four years old who had made several attempts to be seen to my wife and failed and he then turned his attentions to me. Luckily he was a good ghost and all he wanted was to find his mum and dad and that he enjoyed playing with my son Cameron. She put us in touch with a spiritual cleanser, Michael Anthony, who came to our house 2 weeks later. That was the longest 2 weeks ever. Cameron woke more and more every night, voices in my head were back stronger, and the noises... Anything from one knock on the bedroom window every so often, swishing noises in the hallway, talking, as in, three to four words at a time. Finally when Michael Anthony turned up, he cleansed us all before cleansing the house. He said that straight away he saw the energy off Cameron and said that he had what he had, his ability to see and hear at a higher vibration and that the spirits will decide if his future to see the spirits on a regular basis. He may lose it when he's 7 years old or it may continue.
He told me that the boy that was playing with Cameron had died in 1912 from TB and was lost and wanted just to play with him. He was sorry for causing trouble and just wanted to find his parents. I felt terrible for the kid. He called me aside and said that he had messages for me. He told me that my friend had died in a car crash when he was 20years old and was wishing well for me and also that I had a ghost attached to me. He said that he died only recently and he stuck to my aura and that he was electrocuted. He said that he was polish. I said that I didn't know him and left it at that. After an hour he had cleansed the house and sent the ghosts/spirits on their way.
Later after he left, I checked the internet for this polish guy and found him. He died in 2007 in a recycling plant in wexford Ireland and was electrocuted. I froze because only three months before this I had been working there for the ESB (national electrical service). He obviously followed me from there and was hoping to find his way home.
I have so many questions that need answering.
Was it faith that all these things happened to me and my family, where we meant just to help these two lost spirits, is this the last of this, am I on a new path, Were the voices in my head this polish guy talking to me, I just don't know. I was just an ordinary guy 5 or 6 months ago and my life has changed in a way that is largely unexplainable.
I know my story isn't as interesting as seeing an evil entity and doors banging and me being attacked but the spirit world is real and I thought I'd never say that. So if anyone wants to comment on this or had similar experiences, I would like to hear them. Thank you.
I felt a kind of division over there... Like mediums are the best (trance mediumship the ultimate)...tarot readers 2nd and healers were 3rd. In my opinion everyone with a talent/gift like this are equal. Maybe I'm new at this and don't understand it all yet, but I didn't like it. It was like if you can't make it as a medium that you have these other lesser options. They were people there that were 20years at it and people like me 1st time experiencers.
I was in a class of 15 with a tutor called sharon Harvey who really pushed me and raised my confidence. She was brillant. We worked hard everyday. We worked on the psychi 1st and I had very few problems tuning into that. It was amazing. We sat opposite a partner and had to read their aura and tell things about them. It felt so natural it was scary. It was like someone just dropping information into your head...amazing. What I found hard was the connecting with the spirit world and holding onto images in my head and when I got them, how I was meant to elaborate on them. I had to stand up in front of the class and make a connection, be in the power, concentrate on the spirit world and not use my logic to explain what was going on... EXTREMELY HARD. My tutor held her hand at the base of my back to give me more power and the amazing thing was she knew when the information and what I was felling hearing and seeing and being passed to me. The problem was I could feel everything very well (clairsentience) but my other senses were hard to hang onto for more than 3 or 4 seconds before I was getting overwhelmed. The amount of times I felt like crying was a joke. My tutor said that I was a gentle soul and atuned to the spirit world and it was normal. It was embarressing as I'm a big strong guy and I don't tend to cry at all. She said with pratice I could have them all, but it will take time on a lot of pratice. The problem is that in Ireland there isn't a spiritual church near me and to find someone like me is extremely hard to find without telling a lot of people and have people talking about me in a bad way, as in he's a wierdo.
I have asked the spirits to help me get to the next level and put opportunities my way and I have no option but to leave it in their hands. Its going to take years for me to attain my skills. I have no idea what the future holds, but at least I know 1 thing... I am a medium.