I posted a story on here a couple of weeks ago. I'm here because I SERIOUSLY need help. I tend not to over-react when it comes to certain things, but I know what I'm talking about because there's no other explanation for this. I know some will say the mind is playing a trick on me, or that its repressed memories resurfacing, and if that's the case then I wouldn't be so worried. The thing is I can FEEL it even this moment.
Here's the story. I must say, even under the circumstances it is an interesting story.
A couple of weeks ago I got to thinking about how sexually charged I always feel. And I know weird stuff happens in my house, I can sense it. I have another story posted already to which I've read the various replies from other readers and posters on the same subject, so to those of you who feel like you know about these things, please help me.
I began reading about Sex Demons and thought maybe that was my problem.
I pretty much invited one to me. I will say I believe it was using me before the invitation, I just hadn't realized it was there. And it's here. I'll admit I read a lot of the stories on here and I'm afraid I fed my belief in these things. I believe I helped manifest it, which means I can help get rid of it. I'm not going to describe in detail what exactly I've experienced. But the moment I realized it was real was when I was at a sister's house. It started out as anxiety and then that moved down into my groin and festered. It felt like something was pleasing me right there in the room with my family. Needless to say when I was home alone I took care of business and all that eventually led to intercourse biggest mistake ever. So I know the whole energy drain thing, but I believe energy is renewable and I now have FAITH in GOD. I just prayed for strength and confidence and protection and I feel better, like, energized. But what I had been feeling was a presence, sort of a low vibration that came from nowhere. Almost a static feel to it, and it would rest on my blankets. There also seemed to be a pressure change in the air and the occasional frequency change and then incredible warmth would spread over my crotch. I also felt touches and kisses. While this was happening I remember distinctly feeling something on the tip top of my head, as if my hair had stood up in a circular area, almost like a halo. But it felt like my mind had been opened, and then I heard a high pitched note, as if a female had just sung a single note, what's crazy is my dogs downstairs started barking, they had heard it too and there is nothing in my house that would sound like that note, especially when everyone is sleeping.
I was uneasy with this idea and immediately tried communicating using my left hand as yes, and my right hand as no. It would answer by tapping or caressing the appropriate hand. I asked if it was dangerous, and it replied yes. I asked if it was a Demon, it said yes. I asked if I was best to be rid of it, and it said yes. I asked if it was an incubus, it said yes. Then I asked if it was a succubus. It said yes. SO I asked are you both? Yes was the reply. It did say No a good bit to some other questions, even to a couple of these prior questions, which made me wonder if I wasn't dealing with several spirits, but it was the yes questions that worried me most, so I remembered them. It also seemed devious, inconsistent with its answers, which landed credit to the idea that there were multiple entities. At one point I thought, "I want the girl" because I got the impression the dude was there and received a tap on the no hand.
That night after feeling very uneasy about it I had a dream. Sleep paralysis was involved, which I've experienced before dealing with spirits. I don't care what anybody says, sleep paralysis in my experience only accompanies spirits. Which manifest as forms in the dreams, or as a weighty static cloud. I dreamt I was a cowboy (I'm reading a Western), walking between two parked trains on train tracks at night, and I was being followed by this presence. I pulled out my revolvers and started shooting into the darkness, but I'd feel the presence behind me and turn. I'd stop it before it could get within range to paralyze me, but it didn't last long. The dream changed and I was having sex with a girl, but it had just ended and there had been another guy having sex with her too which made sense according to the answers I received. Then it was holding me down on the bed at the waste, but my hands were free and my arms and head could move. It was trying to grab my hands to pin me down but I wouldn't let it and it was angered. I threatened to tell everyone about it and it threatened me in return. Later in the dream as I tried to tell my mother about it, my throat seized up, and I spat out my own tongue, it had been ripped from my throat. I woke up, scared of course. I also felt a warmth moving around the bed.
Earlier tonight I felt a slight undulation in my bed, similar to other descriptions I've read. I'm sick of it, because it's always around me. It's like a big dog in heat. I got up, and started researching how to bless the house and cast out demons. I turned the lights on and prayed, and I must say that I'm not religious. In fact, I'm against organized religion. But just knowing something like this exists is enough for me to have Faith that God, apart from the dogma, does exist. I took my bible and read over and over with conviction, and I could feel ripples in the air. I felt charged, energized with Good, so my confidence increased. I plan to follow through with blessing the whole house and perhaps employing the use of salt and amethyst to capture negative energies.
Now I'm paranoid. I feel things, such as my hairs moving, and a twinge or spasm here and there. But whenever I get an inkling that it's there, I command it to go away. I could feel it the most in a meditative, relaxed state and I have yet to enter one since I blessed my room. But I'm having trouble distinguishing between the energies. I feel it around me, but I think it may be my own energy I feel. If, by chance, it was just a manifestation of my mind then the mind is a VERY powerful thing. But that would also mean I can rid myself of it. I have faith and will continue to and when I know for sure about its permanent disappearance I'll post an update.
If anybody has questions or wants details I'm willing to reply. I have kind of my life experiences in another story that you can read if you would like my background. There's a lot of negativity in my household and my mom seems to walk in a cloud of it all the time. My parent's marriage is strained and the whole house just generally has an unsettling vibe. The thing is...IDK, one or two of the experiences seemed completely harmless, almost LOVING; with the female I'm certain... My gut tells me the male is the violent and evil one. Alright, well, here are some details anyway, at the risk of not being posted. During intercourse with the girl, I could feel her clinging to me, and kissing my neck, and the more intense it got the tighter she seemed to hold, and the more physical she seemed to become. It was incredible. While it was happening I could ask questions with my mind and receive answers through the tapping of the corresponding hands. As soon as I climaxed, which was the best, period, I asked in thought if she had climaxed and received an immediate tap on the yes hand and then kisses all over my face, a second later it's like I felt another orgasm blossom in the air above my knees. She was on me and climaxed, he was not and I felt it when he climaxed, because it felt like a mini climax to me, the one over my knees in the air. It had to have been a psychic energy transfer.
I'm a dude and the idea of another dude taking advantage of me is extremely unappealing and it just seemed that he was the bad one. If it had continued to be only the girl, I probably would have welcomed it to continue. It almost makes me consider the idea that these things can't climax without a human climaxing to transfer that sexual energy via psychic waves. I'm positive the energy shared between the girl and I was felt exactly the same way between us. It was also like her hand was squeezing my left hand, the YES hand as the intensity increased. And then the male's climax was delayed, because he got the ripple effect. Yep, sounds nuts, but I experienced it.
Definitely worth writing about.
Any feedback would be welcome.
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