I'm new in this website, I read some stories here and some of them look like my life but not in all... I have come here to try to find some answers or help...
I'm a French woman about 30 years old. The first time I saw something, I was 4 years old. As long as I remember, I always saw strange things, not only once or twice but all the time, each day, day or night.
I see them, I hear them... Sometimes they touch me, sometimes they are just here, and sometimes they are aggressive... Feel uncomfortable everywhere... Sometimes I can't even enter in rooms...
I read some comments; some people call it a "gift"... For me it isn't a gift, it's a nightmare...
I would like to know if someone is like me, "very sensitive". How they can live quietly with that. How can I leave it away... Why I live that and how abandon it...
I tried to pray, I tried to stay at home, I tried to ignore it, and I tried to speak with them to understand... But it continues...
I'm tired of being scared all the time, I'm tired of being disturbed all times, I'm tired of going to church, temple, cemeteries to find some peace...I'm tired about this "gift"...
I don't want to be quiet anymore, to keep it secret because I don't want people to think I'm crazy...
Can someone help me or answer me?
Thanks for reading it...