One evening I visited my mother's grave. I was not expecting to have an extremely emotional time because I tried to visit the cemetery once a month. However, once I got there I became emotional and was crying very hard. I played a few songs to remind me of my mom and hopefully help me feel better. I began to play one of the only hip hop songs she liked (I know it's corny but she loved the song Dear Mama). So now here I am crying my eyes out to this song. I usually don't feel guilt or sorrow while I'm visiting my mom but I felt horrible. I was verbally apologizing out loud to myself, and saying how much I loved and missed her. As I was sobbing with my head against the steering wheel, something caught me off guard out of the corner of my eye. My car's GPS map was moving like I was turning corners. I stared at it for a minute until the activity ceased. I dismissed it as some random glitch. I continued crying, until the map started acting screwy again. It spun around for a few seconds and stopped.
Now this has never happened before and I am NOT saying that there isn't a logical explanation for it. Normally I would have been spooked and left but something compelled me to say "Mom, if that's you do it again". Without hesitation my map turned three times. I just sat there shocked, staring at the screen, waiting for it to happen again. I kind of wanted to be able to say "Oh, okay that must not be what I thought it was". But it was motionless. I was too scared to ask again. I thought was maybe the three turns were significant because my mom used to squeeze my hand three times to tell me she loved me...
Am I crazy?
Any logical explanations or suggestions?
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