Incubus, Succubus Or Something Between

I used to work for a British company in the mid 1990's and entails me to travel every quarter to several European countries. To lighten my luggage I started to acquire the habit most Europeans have: sleeping in my underwear or totally nude under the sheets. That habit I still practiced even when I came back to the Philippines.

One summer I was vacationing to a beach resort in General Santos City, I woke up feeling so warm even the air-conditioning system was on and I took off my undershirt leaving only my briefs and removed the sheets and went back to sleep. I woke up after a few hours I could see the clock pointing that its 3:00am in the wee hours of morning. However, when I tried to move, I can't seem to move my body. I was lying on my stomach with my face on the side. I could see from my peripheral vision a shadow person with what it seemed to be a huge physique coming towards me. I could see its body contours and silhouette clearly and it was naked. I could also tell that it is definitely male from the form of it. I felt the bed moved as if someone laid on it.

My head was turned away from that side of the bed. I really tried to move but couldn't and my heart started pounding due to fear. Then I felt a touch and then a caress. I could do nothing about it. To my horror, I felt it climbed on me sitting on my behind. All I could think with utmost horror is the possibility of it mounting me! I tried convincing myself that is was all a dream and I was trying to wake myself up from this nightmare. I felt it pinning me down and I couldn't believe it could happen but I felt it pulling my underwear down my legs almost in one swoop like motion. As I felt it penetrate me from behind that is when I truly realized it is so damn real and it is happening to me physically. I tried hard to resist but hopeless, it pinned me down harder and the pain and aches are so real that I just stopped resisting. Maybe due to fear and pain I became unconscious. I don't know what happened next except I woke up the following day sore and my whole body was aching.

I couldn't tell anyone about this experience for fear of being ridiculed. I told a friend and suggested that I pray to cleanse my soul for I had a sexual encounter with a demon. I also got the courage to write this in this site for possible help in answering a question: I thought incubus as male demon and succubus as female demon having sexual acts with human but to the opposite sex. Is there something in between succubus and incubus? A gay incubus perhaps? It might sound ridiculous and absurd but surely it's a possibility, isn't it?