Since I was about two years old, I've had this one spirit come to me and I've seen her ever since. I'm fifteen now and I haven't been scared of her. I've talked to her in the past and we're good friends, it's the truth. She knows everything about me but I want to know what's gotten into her.
For the last week or so, she's been freaking out about my friends being over and if something in my room has been moved from where I put it. She's been throwing things when I've been asleep (I'm a sound sleeper, I don't wake up easily) and drawing on my walls but all it's doing is scaring my friends. I use to knock a rhythm on the wall closest to my bed and she'd repeat it on the other side of my room but now she'll only repeat it every now and then. I see her there and she's always pacing back and forth in my room, after a while she'll leave but come right back if I move from where I was sitting.
She's a sweet little girl and doesn't seem like she'd be out to get anybody. Sometimes I wonder if she even realizes that my friends are even there. Her name is Katherine, or at least, that's what I know her by. She looks almost exactly like me, dark brown hair and blue eyes, but she's only six or seven years old. Katherine always wears the same white dress and always smells like honey. The only thing that I can't figure out is why she calls me her sister. I'm the oldest (at least I think I am) and I only have a younger brother.
I'm the only one that sees her and I use to believe that my younger brother could since he would look right at her and ask who she is but when I went to answer, she'd give me this look that said 'Don't tell him, it's not safe.' Katherine is not the only one I've seen but she keeps saying "Don't talk to them, they're not too happy," so I'd just turn around and walk off because I could feel a whole lot of anger coming from them. They would keep coming back and we would sit and watch them walk around until they finally left for a bit then I'd walk to where they were. (Just don't ask, it wasn't the smartest thing I've done.) They were always black but I could feel them watching us as they walked about like they want something but don't/can't get any closer. I want to talk to them but Katherine keeps telling me not to. They keep coming closer, especially if Katherine isn't around at the moment, and I try to avoid them and ignore them all together but they just seem to want something. I'm not scared of them at all, more like annoyed, for they watch me every day and sometimes mess with things that are around me at that point in time.
I'm a religious person and I've tried praying out loud, I've even screamed at them that I believe in the father but they just seem to "laugh" (I really don't know how to describe it but they seem to laugh at me) and continue what they were doing. I just want to know why Katherine feels the need to protect me and why she's freaking out about small things that have nothing to do with her. Why must I not tell anybody about her? Why do these Shadow people keep coming to me and why don't they just leave me alone? I want to figure this out before it gets too out of hand with her and these black shadows that watch me so closely.