Ever since I was little I was able to see spirits, but not all the spirits were nice. My mom knew this; she too was a psychic but didn't tell me of my family history until I was about 13 when she thought I could handle it. Because of this, I wasn't scared and found it normal when ghosts were to follow me where ever I go to tried to speak to them. Yes, many I helped cross over but there have been times when I felt something evil following me and it was hard to get rid of it on my own since I am still weak in my abilities. But where ever I go spirits seem to enter my room before crossing over.
About two years ago I was listening to a song called "Rose for the Dead" (I was a gothic young teen) when I saw something black outside my window. I backed off but I couldn't help but look again, the black figure was closer and I felt pure hate. I couldn't sleep that night. Just a few months back, something was haunting and screaming at me and when I lit a candle to send it off, the flame damn near exploded and burnt the glass and never melted the wax. Also I hate my parents' bedroom bathroom. It scares me to no end.
My mom lately has suggested talking to the spirits to help develop my power and so I have been trying to do so. Last night I felt annoyed because something was in my room that wouldn't leave me alone. So when I felt it was gone I went to sleep. I woke up around 4:33am this morning, and awoke to flashing lights. Something I am use to, but when I tried to go to sleep I couldn't.
I was lying on my back when I felt extremely weak so I rolled on my side and that's when it started. I heard a voice that was similar to mine but it was putting me down and saying mean/cruel things. I found myself unable to move and a hand on my leg. I heard growling and I was being bragged. Every time I tried to move the growling would get louder. I was close to tears because I couldn't scream but when I mentally screamed out for my mother, who is a more powerful psychic, I was released.
I found myself half dragged out of bed and now I have a large bruise forming on my lower leg. That leg for some reason is very cold, while the rest of me is still warm as well. Another thing is my cat refuses to leave my side since I left my room, but she won't go in my room when I do in. She sits by the door and stares into nothing which is worrying me because she might be seeing something I am not and I do feel scared in my room now.
My mom is asleep now and I really don't know what it was, and she works so I feel bad if I wake her. Can someone explain what's going on? And if any of these things are connected?