My name is Charlie, I'm 13 and I'm a girl, some pretty crazy **** has happened in the past 6/7 years. So I guess I'll start from the beginning.
I was about 7 when it started, it was in The middle of July, and I know that. But I would wake up with creaks in the middle of the night, Early in the morning I went downstairs once, feeling so thirsty I felt I would need a drink or I would surely die. I got a glass and poured myself some water from the tap. I was halfway through drinking my glass of water, when I felt an unearthly presence in the room, I was afraid to turn around but at the same time, I felt a sense of relief and well-being in the presence. I turned around slowly but there was nothing there. I dismissed it from my mind, refilled my glass, and went back to bed.
A few weeks after this, I woke up from a nightmare, I dreamt that I was being raped by one of my friends, it was horrible, Of course, I didn't know what it was, so I just went to my mum and said I had a headache, she gave me a paracetomel and Took me back to bed. 2 Days later, my nightmare came true.
In December, 2007, I moved from my Hometown, of Berkshire, to Bournemouth. I could sense there was something different about the house. I couldn't tell what, but it was something...bad. My family decided we would adopt a rescue dog, her name is Fleur. The very first time we brought her home she was constantly scratching at the cupboard under the stairs. I could tell there was something bad about it, even if I never went near the place. There was just something cold about it.
A few days later, I said a prayer to help whatever it is that is present in the house to be removed and given peace. The night I prayed, I had this deep, but Reassuring voice whisper in my ear, "Have faith."
It was around the time I was about 11 when I began seeing the shadows, they aren't exactly shadows but I don't know how else to describe them. I never see them properly, just out of the corner of my eye.
In 2010, one of my neighbours died. I know her daughter, in fact, I attend a youth club at a church with her daughter, Mary, the name of the daughter, is one of the workers at the youth club. Mary said there was something about her Mother's home that just... Repelled her.
Ever since my neighbours death I have been experiencing more premonitions and am seeing more of the 'shadows.' Please, Can you help me understand what is going on?
Sidenote: No harm has actually come to me from any of these experiences.
I agree totally with you. I was wondering the same things. Especially that fact that if you were raped, I'm pretty sure that means you were harmed.