My name is Tara and I would just like to start off by saying that what I'm about to tell you happened about 2-3 weeks ago.
I was watching TV in my bedroom with my fiance and I started to feel like I was being watched. I was very cold and I felt the excess need to close my bedroom door which was about half way open. So right when I touched the handle of the door to close it I saw a shadow figure standing not two feet away from me. I blinked and it was gone, but it seemed to leave behind a strange smell, like burning plastic.
I was more confused than afraid, but nonetheless I felt like hiding under my covers. I told my fiance about what I'd seen and he said I was probably just imagining it. So we went to sleep.
The next thing that happened was that same night. I woke up around two in the morning after having a nightmare and couldn't fall back asleep when all of a sudden I felt a weird pressure on my chest. I could barely breathe and I started to get really scared. At first I thought maybe it was just a dream or sleep paralysis, but then it spread throughout my whole body and the weight seemed to double. I remember not being able to breathe and praying to the Goddess to make it stop. (I have been a Wiccan since I was born. It's passed through the family.) Finally, after what seemed like hours of pain and praying, it disappeared, but slowly, as if my thoughts hadn't done anything and it was just bored. I remember right after the pressure was gone I opened my eyes and saw black mist floating above me, and then it dissolved and I felt freezing cold.
I've been staying with my mother since that incident, but things have only gotten worse. Just last night I was getting ready for bed and was about to turn my lamp off when I felt my wrists get pinned against my pillow, but not by hands. It felt like some kind of force was holding them down, and it made my wrists hurt and feel icy and cold. I heard a really deep, rough, inhuman voice right in my ear say "You are going to die." Then everything was gone but I felt extremely sick. I threw up six times that night.
Right now it is three in the morning and I am freezing cold while typing this. I feel like someone is standing behind me and watching me but everytime I turn around there is nothing there. Right now I can see my bedroom door from where I'm sitting and I can just barely see a pitch black shadow standing there, not moving, but everytime I look I feel uneasy. The chandelier in my kitchen keeps swinging slightly and a few hours earlier I was watching TV and my kitchen cupboards swung open hard. I was too afraid to get up. A couple seconds later they closed slowly and softly.
I am so scared right now, I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm being followed and like this demon thing is having fun. But my first experience happened when I was about nine years old.
I was cleaning my room and had just stuffed a pair of shoes in my closet and when I turned around I felt a very startling burst of fear and cold, and I saw a black shadow slowly come at me, as if it were going to kill me, but it vanished into the wall behind me. After that I felt sick and weak for a few hours. I also found my shoes ripped up like claws had scratched them and they were sitting perfectly on top of my dresser. No one had come in my room except my mother and father and I know they wouldn't have ripped up the shoes or put them on the dresser because I was in my room the whole time. I did not have a cat at the time or any pets that could have done that, let alone fished them out of my closet.
Ever since that I've felt like something is attached to me, like clinging to my very soul, and on some days I'll feel sick for no reason. As I am typing this sentence I can see a tall black shadow standing at the end of my hallway watching me and I feel the strongest, worst feeling of dread. I feel like I'm not wanted here.
Also, last year I went on a road trip with my two good friends and fiance. It was a long drive and by the time it got dark my fiance and one friend had fallen asleep. I glanced out my window, just an easy glance, involuntarily, and I saw the most demonic, frightening thing. It was for only a split second. A pitch black demon face was looking at me through my window. It's eyes were empty and black, bottomless, and it didn't have a nose or mouth. It seemed to be giving off a weird black steam. It made a terrifying howl/scream sound and then vanished, but I still felt petrified and even got my friend to drive the rest of the way.
I need help, am I being haunted? Or am I just crazy? Comments are appreciated... Thanks for listening.