So I know this is going to sound weird, however I have no idea what he is. I do know it is a male. Let me backtrack to when I was 8, around August:
I was laying in bed, wide awake, hours after I read this book. I stopped at the part of this book (I forgot the title) where it read "Don't breathe it's breath, don't look into it's eyes, don't listen to it's voice", that part scared me so I stopped reading it. So, while I was laying in bed, I felt a really, really, REALLY ominous presence, enough to make my skin crawl. The air grew thick and then I FELT someone's breath over my face, all he said was "Yeees." in a raspy voice. I covered my face with my blanket and waited for him to go away, and he did eventually. Keep in mind, I am wide awake, my door is shut, I have a friggen night light on, no it is not a family member come to molest me lol, only person I live with is my grandma, I doubt she is able to sound like a man.
So after a long while, around the time where I started middle school, that same presence came back for a few years and touched me sexually. I am wide awake, my door is locked, but I would feel a sensation that something is on top of me. I was not too attractive back then, however he would speak to me in my mind that there will come a day that I will become far more beautiful than those who shunned me. Oh and, he never physically talked to me after I was 8, he would be inside my head. No I am not crazy.
He would touch me sexually almost every night, even now. I am 20, a month to go until 21, and it still happens. Although around this year he is getting more violent in his sexualt acts... He would choke me and somehow make me paralyzed when I breathed his breath. I never see him, he communicates to me through my mind. Two days in a row a couple months ago, he drained me: I had so much sleep, yet I was still so tired looking when I went into work, my friend noticed.
He is not really hurting me, but he is more violent in touching me this year... Actually flailing my arms and legs to where he wants them. I just want to know what he is, nothing seems to make sense on the internet. If he were an Incubus, shouldn't I be dead by now?