I must admit I feel pretty mad for even considering posting this; but I'm afraid my curiosity (not to mention my general waxing anxiety) has not been satisfied through any other more rational means. I have, as of late, been experiencing a set of rather peculiar sensations (for lack of a better word). They're difficult to describe but in as few words as possible I suppose it's rather like the feeling of having someone just barely touching you; close enough to feel, and even give goose pimples and sometimes a small bit of warmth, but not any real pressure. Along with that sensation is a sort of fluttery feeling similar to that which one would feel when close to someone you are romantically involved with as well as the feeling of being watched; though not maliciously.
I have felt many of these combined things before, when I was younger, but never with the same frequency or intensity with which they occur now. Another new 'symptom' (who's relevance I question) manifests itself in my dreams, At least in the ones that aren't mind numbingly boring. Every pleasant dream I have I dream of France and though the dream is mostly a blur when I wake up I always remember a few things: singing, Paris, roses, and the same fluttery feeling felt in my waking hours.
I have no idea what's going on (if in fact there is anything going on at all) or if I should worry or if I should maybe even see a doctor! I have always been complemented on being a perfectly intelligent, logical, and sensible young lady; and have always thought and acted as such, trusting my eyes and my mind. But these feelings have been felt without an external physical force and these emotions without a proper stimulus. I feel odd and mad and confused and wonderful all at the same time. Am I mad, or is it possible I am being followed by something unseen? I'm sure compared to most experiences mine seem pretty minor but I'm concerned none the less.
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