This is a true thing that happened, and I wish to find out if I'm going crazy or if this is the real deal.
A bit of a back story, my entire family can either see, speak, or feel spirits. I'm a lucky one and got the ability to feel when they are around. I just awakened this gift and it's a bit freaky but I love it. I'm twenty years old and it works great with my knowledge of the paranormal and fascination.
Okay now to the story. I call it the bed side ghost since that's what it is.
I have an app on my phone called "Ghost Radar" I love to play with it to see if anything shows up. Well it seems as if my curiousness backfired and awakened something with in my room. When I see it, it's always when I wake up. I have a history of waking up and seeing odd things such as big spiders, a gunman, other things. So when I seen this after waking up that's what I thought.
The thing was rather detailed yet had no features. The first time I seen it, it had a faint white glow around it and it had a similar form to a chain link fence. I could actually see the links which was very weird. All it did was hover beside my bed. I screamed a bit, looked away and it was gone...
The next time I see this is the night and this time it was black, blacker than night. I stared at it but it suddenly shot forward to my face then disappeared. That time I felt something bad about this. You say I felt fear? Fear and feeling bad energies is different.
I kept seeing this for a week or two. My mom is into Wicca and she let me borrow one of her books on archangels. She told me that Archangel Michael would be the best bet since it got rid of her problem that had with the same thing. I tried it, it didn't work since it came back once more. I tried someone else, forgot who it was but I believe it was another strong protector like Michael is. I read it and did its Chant that's needed. After a bit the room became a big warmer (the book said it may happen) so whom I called must have been there. I think after that I only saw it once more until it was gone completely.
Ever since all this happened, I haven't seen it since. So maybe whom I called on got rid of it or it just left. I don't know but I'm glad it's gone.
When you connect bad thoughts to something of the light of course you will then begin to see it with "dark eyes"... Your own dark eyes will turn against you... Your fear and suspicious mindset will drive you crazy.
My guess is the first time you actually saw something that meant good, but the next time was a figment of your imagination, when you started to build up a whole negative image around this thing in your head out of fear of what you saw on a "previous encouter".
So something came to deliver a message and yet you shunned it because you did not want to see the good in it... And its your loss in the end, because maybe if you saw it with another set of eyes it could have teached you much more, and you could have become a more spiritually enriched person.
In the spirit world all is met with attitude, much like people relations here on earth... If you are welcoming and peaceful then you will be welcomed with peace, but if you treat entities of the other realm with disgust then they will treat you the same... And it makes a difference though if it is but only something in your head, and not them treating you like dirt at all, but just you who out of ignorance and fear see things that aren't there making the entire spiritual experience difficult and unpleasant for yourself!