For the past several weeks, I have been waking up at around 5:00AM. My mind immediately screams danger and I pull the covers over my head. It feels like there is someone or something in the room and I can tell that whatever or whoever it is... Is bad news. I start sweating very badly and it feels like there is someone right in front of my face, breathing on me. I'm just lying under the covers, praying for my life for around two hours. Then that danger feeling disappears and I can go back to sleep.
Unlike Adeline, which felt grief-stricken and extremely lonely, this thing felt angry and vengeful. I feel beyond scared straight. I tried the cleansing method but each time I try I feel an outburst of anger and I lose focus. I may not be very psychic inclined but I can absolutely say that this thing might not be human and that scares the stuffing out of me. So far, it hasn't done anything physical but I don't want to take any chances in this situation. This time, I can't find any answers that can possibly help me and this disturbs me.
I have one more thing to say that may offer a clue. Sometimes before I go to bed, I look out the window and I can see a boy standing near the street. He's just looking at me not waving or anything like that. He looks similar to a boy that lives down the street so I'm not sure if this will help or not. Should I find a demonologist? Have a priest come and bless my house? Please, if anyone can tell me what this thing is and what to do about it I would deeply appreciate it.