This isn't just ONE story here, this is a background of what all I have experienced. While I have never seen anything (other than the "something in the corner of my eye" thing), I mainly hear voices. Sometimes quietly, sometimes too, too loud. They always either say my name (Brianne and/or Bri) or they say stuff in which I can barely hear. It get's so frustrating. I can tell they're talking and saying words, just I cannot make them out. (Does anyone know why? Or what I could do to figure out what they say?)
That's the bulk of my past experiences. The only other thing is the fact that I almost never feel alone. I always feel watched. And this feeling is the strongest right before the voices start. This happens pretty often. Once a week at the least.
These voices also bring me fear. I know that's not good because malevolent para-normalities (such as demons) can feed off of fear. I try to stay calm, but until recently I wasn't even sure I believed in anything paranormal, so I was afraid I'd gone crazy. Now I'm afraid because of it's level of mysteriousness.
My boyfriend has had experiences with demons and his brother even gambled with his soul, so I'm afraid of making a mistake when playing with spirits and having him put in danger again. But, I'm curious so I made myself a Ouija board and this is what happened:
So I made a stereo-typical board and said, "I call upon the peaceful dead. If there are any among you who would like to speak to me on this night, then be with me in this sacred place, please indicate your presence by moving the planchette to 'yes'" And I strongly felt it move to yes. So then I asked it's name. It moved all around the letters, but never stopped, and I said the force felt weak and asked if I could ask a new question. It went to yes. I asked the age. It went to 5. I said, "Are you 5?" It said yes. I said, "Can I go now and contact you another night?" and it wiggled a bit on yes. So I said, "If you're truly okay with this, move the planchette to 'goodbye'" and it did.
I'm afraid I may have wanted to reach a spirit so much that it was my mind may have been playing games, because it felt very weak at times. Also, I didn't get a straight answer when I asked for a name. Then again, it was only 5. So I'm very confused.
If anyone could help me sort some of this out, it'd be greatly appreciated. Thanks so much.