I posted a story a few days ago involving all of the paranormal experiences I have been having my entire life. Since I have posted that, the dark feeling in my home has become more apparent.
I would like to think that a good part of that is paranoia. However, my grandmother was here babysitting for me while I was at work today. When I arrived back home, my grandmother told me she was feeling uneasy the entire time she was here. She told me she felt like something bad was here. This was without me telling her I have been feeling things again.
This feeling of being scared is really consuming my life lately. Usually I was just uneasy at night because during the day there are people home and natural light. Lately, I have been feeling this even during the day.
This may also be my paranoia kicking in, but, my 1 year old daughter has been waking up screaming every night at 1 am. The exact same time to the second every night. She isn't looking for a bottle or food. She just wants to be held tightly. Cuddled.
I have been advised to have the house cleansed or to set up a video camera. I am hesitant on bringing someone here to perform a cleansing because this is my father's house. He does not believe in any of this and makes my mother and I out to be wack jobs. I am extremely against setting up any sort of visual or audio equipment because I don't think I could handle seeing any sort of evidence.
My question is for those of you who have mustered up the courage to tell whatever it is that it's not welcome in your home, how did you do it? I have yet to acknowledge out loud anything in my home. I am absolutely petrified that if I do, things will get worse.
My main concern goes back to the demonic shadow figure I encountered as a very young child. I have read that spirits and ghosts are obligated to leave if you tell them that they have to. I have also read that a demon is capable of disobeying.