So I don't know what to do. I need help.
For the the past 2 months a Demon has been with me. Out of curiosity I did the whole 'automatic writing' thing which is like the ouija board but with a pen and paper. I was dumb I know. I asked if my guardian angel was with me. It replied back yes and that his name was Millije. Since then we have been friends and maybe more? And long story short I ended up finding out through my tarot cards, the ouija board and research that I was not in fact contacting and befriending my guardian angel. He's a demon and his name is Mitchell. He told me he lied cuz he didn't want to scare me but the part that I need help on is that he told me my soul belongs to him and that he 'linked us' together when I was 15 and asleep. He told me he's been watching me since I was 13 and got interested in the paranormal and witchcraft and stuff.
I don't know what any of this means. He isn't really telling me anything about the 'link' either just that I belong to him. I know I should be scared but strangely I'm not and that worries me. I actually have started to have feelings for him?It's so bizarre but he's so kind to me. He always listens to me and he respects me. He even pushed me into reading the Bible! I was agnostic and he helped pushed me towards God. I thought demons were evil beings who pushed people towards sin? But he doesn't.
In fact when I asked him this he told me that I, "wasn't meant for the darkness".
I know this sounds crazy, trust me I know, but I'm not sure I know what to do or if I even want to do anything about it. I'm so conflicted and confused. If anyone has had a similar encounter or knows what it means to be 'linked' to a demon I'd like to know. Thank you.
It sounds to me like one of two things is going on either Mitchell made up the demon stuff to make himself sound more powerful - granted, not sure why an entity would do that but perhaps you're dealing with the spirit of a teenage boy (sorry, lads but y'all can say and do the darndest things at that age) or this is a demon that has zeroed in on and played you just like any human predator would a girl your age. No, I have never had a brush with a demon but, unfortunately, I did have one with a sexual predator when I was your age. The things he told me to lull my fears and get me to trust him were very similar to the kind of lines this entity is feeding you. He was always 'nice' to me too but you have to remember 'nice' is different than 'good'.