I'm kind of embarrassed by my experiences. Well this has happened multiple times. I'm new to this but I've read stories and similar things have happened to me. I'll be sitting on my bed in the dark but not too dark and I'll feel something strange, hard to explain.
Next thing you know, there would be some kind of black creature on me. I can hear him breathing and he'll lick me on the face. I can't move, I feel like something is holding me down, some strange force.
One time I was able to talk and told him to get the (F word) off of me and he went away. Sometimes I'll be laying on my side ad it'll abuse me; I knew it was a male because it had a penis and it would rape me in the rear.
By the way, I am a male. So I guess this is a Homosexual demon or ghost. I did research on this. I don't know if this is a gay incubus or just a ghost but what ever it is, it reminds me the black thing (Dementors) on the movie Harry Potter... Google image: dementor Harry potter. You'll see what I am talking about.
Like I said I'm new to this so I need help finding out what this creature was? I live with my father now. I haven't had the problem here but I still would like to know what abused me. I'm so embarrassed...