I had a strange case of sleep paralysis today. I know what the symptoms are and I know when it is happening to me but something was very different about today's experience. I was lying down on my stomach in my bed and I felt my body being filled with a buzzing static. Since I couldn't move I was just laying still waiting to see if I could wake up eventually. Behind me, I could just barely see a very bright light in the window but I couldn't turn around to look at it. I thought that maybe it was there to help me but then it dimmed.
At that point, I felt a vibration in my head and a feeling of fear. I remember asking God to have mercy (I am not a religious person) but to no avail. At this point, the static sensation is very intense but then I hear a child's voice say a word. I heard it again but I don't know what he or she said. Then I feel like something it cutting into the back of my head, although it does not hurt. I hear something that sounds like a saw and I feel the buzzing in the back of my head. Then, out of the static a voice tells me " you're going to die Annie".
I have had sleep paralysis many times before but usually I do not see or hear anything, which is why I have learned not to be scared, even if I feel a presence. This is the first time I have heard anything talk to me and it knows my name nonetheless. I feel like something telling me that I am going to die is very threatening. This is different than a dream, this is a state of mind that is awake while the body is asleep, leaving oneself vulnerable to often terrifying visions and sensations.
If anyone has had sleep paralysis maybe you can help me understand this.
I don't know what exactly means, but I think that voice wanted to alarm you that may be you have to check your health (may be something with your head) and if you don't do it, it will cause a death. I don't know for sure. Or may be that spirit has gave you some kind of aptitude - think about it.
Btw, yesterday I heard a voice too. I was lying on my bed, turned off the TV and I was thinking about how I want to dream about 3 things that I wanted to know - more details, 'cuz sometimes I dream about the future and sometimes there are some strange things happen to me - everything has a reason and order. One of these 3 things was a hand print of a little child on my knee when I was on the beach last summer (2008) without a reason - some spirit of a child - I was sunburnt and that hand print was left white. However! So, I was absolutly awake and unexpectly I heard a voice so near (next) to my left ear exactly of a man who was speaking in some strange unknown language, whispering. It was strange, causing a little fear (not so much like usually I have), etc. I couldn't understand anything!
I'm also looking for some kind of answer too... About this voice even that I know I will never understand what he said. It was for 1st time in my life. I don't think that I have to be afraid from this voice, may be also you. May be They just wanted to help us, sharing someting with us. Or may be something else.
I also wanted to tell you that I saw 2 times (for 10 years in my life) a white light in the dark in the appartment where we live and the fisrt time I saw a white shadow of a high slim man, but he was white, without a face, etc, who was standing and looking at me for 1 minute... And when I felt that my heart can't take anymore because of fear, he has disappeared. I think he was like an angel or may be the spirit of my mother's dead brother - he has the same shadow like him. I don't know.
So, here is the reason why I'm here in thi site. I saw your story and... I just... Wanted to share with you all that I wrote.
Salute!