I don't know how it all started out, because if I did I would tell you. I've had these dreams for the past 3 years of my life. In them their is a man with long beautiful black hair, blue eyes, black trench coat, pale white skin, and in my eyes he's absolutely perfect in every way. I have very vivid dreams of him and I keep them written down on my computer. Some will be sex dreams, some will be like he's reaching out to me but he can never get me in time because I always wake up.
I've done so much research on the topic asked people and I come up with nothing at all! Not one clue leading me anywhere.
I haven't had just dreams of him; I've seen him before too. I remember being in a book store once and I felt someone watching me, I turned to look around and there he was with his hand out, like he wanted me to grab it. I put the book back down and when I turned around to look he was gone.
I've even seen him at school. I was walking back to class late after getting my note book out of the locker when I got that feeling again. I wish I could describe it but I really don't know how. It's a feeling like something was missing but now its there. That probably didn't make any sense but I'm trying, so bare with me. The next thing I knew I felt myself being pushed out of my body and I have seen myself lying in his arms!
I didn't know what to think, but some how I ended back up on my body and feel to the floor.
If you have any questions you would like to ask feel free, please I really need help with this. I feel as if I'm connected to him and I don't understand any of it...